brisby

i keep having this overwhelming feeling of sorrow. God, I loved my ex. i did, i truely did. i was nuts for him. i thought this was it, i thought he was the one... until one day he comes home. freaks out and dumps me. i was dumbfounded. what do you say to something like that? Turns out, he just wanted to hook up with a good friend of mine. She shot his ass down, and he advanced on her, when me and him were still together. now i just feel so super betrayed. I HATE HIS GUTS RIGHT NOW. and not because i still want him, but because of how much i loved him when he did this to me. Maybe i'm an idiot.

but there is a bright side, i have learned who my true friends are, and i have learned who will stand by me no matter what. My set got accepted, and i hope it is well recieved, i am falling more and more in love with tattooing, and i love my puggle.

Christmas is on the way, and i just cashed my check, tomorrow will be a lot of fun... me and my roomie are going shopping, to cure a bad case of the blues, and then to 80's Night at Bella Festa.

I guess the things that are keeping me sane right now are prismacolor pencils, friends that love me, christmas carols, and a puggle by the name of Una.

xoxox
thanks for reading
hopefully i will be cheery soon!
i'll leave you with a pic of my sweet baby....