brinny

I know I should be showering and getting ready for work... but I really don't want to.
So, I am going to procrastinate and write an sg journal.

I have been super busy lately... and not very content.
I am trying really hard to make life as good as it can be with the shit i have.. but it is hard.
I have been drinking to much lately. I live with 3 boys so beer is always around.

I need something mind altering and inspiring to come my way. I need to get out of here.

I am trying really hard to see the positive things and the big picture.
All I do know is that I am not happy where I am. But in order to get some place good I have to go through all this even if I really don't want to.

I want things to go back to the way the can be.
I want my soul to be filled with art and music and love.

I need to get the Brinny mojo back.
My dreams are the only place where I can find inspiration and those only seem to last 15 min at a time.
I have been dreaming alot. That is always good, but I hate waking up.
Ok now it is really time to shower.
I have shit to do, as always.

Brinny

P.S. I really wanna go roller skating and show everyone up.
Yeah, I used to be a roller dancer back in the day... I know.. I am so cool. Not.
I wanna geek out and skate. The sparkly pink costume isn't sounding so bad either... ha.