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deziree:
i luv your pic
mandy:
i was thinking about you telling me i hurt you yesterday. it made me think about how i see my 'friendships' on this site. maybe im naive but i believe that to be on ones friends list you should be something of a friend and that means replying when asked to. im not a name collector, i couldnt deal with that as i dont think you can keep up with all those people. so yehh i like to keep the people on my list that i can count on to some degree for interaction. you NEVER reply even when i say EMAIL ME or ANSWER ME blah blah
you are very sweet brinny and very talented but i feel its very much a one way thing. im such a giver its not funny but ive learnt that if its not coming back just move on.

have a great day sweety. kiss
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agata:
awww, i care hun kiss

i kinda know how u feel, glad youre still here.

although i hate cookin programs, ild be happy for the company smile
lollypopsnaggler:
can i sit in your tree? Are you sick of me? I will watch cooking shows with you. kiss
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ericdravyn:
"I Am Not Dead
Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow;
I am diamond glints of snow;
I am the sunlight on ripened grain;
I am the gentle autumn's rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush;
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds encircled flight.
I am the soft star that shines at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there, I did not die."

That's an old Native American prayer that my dad read at a funeral for a friend of his during his tribute to him.


We read it for my dad's funeral a couple years ago and it holds even more meaning for me now...

Your friend is as close to you as your memories of him...

I would give you a hug and just sit quietly with you were I there for you... I would be secretly taking comfort from you as much as i would be trying to provide it... it is very hard to be the person who is both understanding and strong in the same moment. Very often you end up supporting those who should be there to support you...

Be selfish for a while and take from Dan what you need to get through and get everything else from friends and family... Just be sure to take good care fo yourself... grief tends to sneak up and kick your ass when you least expect it...

Hope you're getting through okay... be strong...
frown love
ericdravyn:
By the way, I am glad you decided to stay here... love
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well, well, well,
Looks like the storm has come to a calm..
already i am feeling like brinny again.. it is nice...

A lot has been going on...
as you can tell..
and after getting 90 something comments when i said i was going to leave... i have decided to stay..
not for you, but for me..
i love you guys to much...
If my...
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ancolie:
YEAH MY FAVOURITE IS BACK

[Edited on Jul 26, 2005 7:15PM]
ari:
I havn't wrote you back until now because, honestly, I didn't want to reply angry.

I am disappointed in your effort for our friendship, to say the least.


Dan wasn't your only alternative for a ride Wednesday... Hey... what about me?


Too bad, because now I will be a lot farther away.


I would really like to have you come to Chicago, and visit, shoot a set or two... have fun. Chicago will be better on entertainment, that's a fact.


I'm not going to beg for your friendship though. It takes two. I will keep in touch. I hope you will too.


- Ari
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wow... when shit hits the fan it really hits the fan...

I cant leave sg..
not right now....

I just found out that one of my friends is gone...

Wow.... i have no more tears..

I cant believe he is gone...

I can still hear his voice...

I still have tons of voice messages from him...

and the last one... was the one i wish...
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lotusmonger:
Hi Brinny, I just lost another friend last night to his own hand...

two since May!
I feel like shit but I'm used to it, as it's my norm for the past 12 years...

I just hope you are feeling ok. smile
stillbreathing:
Baby, I'm sooooo sorry....I know everyone is telling you that, and it's only worth so much, but I know how hard it is to lose someone you love so dearly, especially to something that seemed avoidable....Be brave and take care of yourself.... kiss
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i am choosing to leave suicidegirls...

it is not worth having my family disapointed in me...

I screwed up.

my borther is mad at me, my dad, my aunt, everyone is mad at me..
My intensions were good.. I just wasnt thinking
i shouldnt have posted pics of family on here..
I didn't think of it in that way..
I just wanted to show you...
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sitandspin:
come and cook me things, i guarantee i'll find some way to make it worth your while!
9ine:
confused ....where is "my space"? I'm probably not renewing my membership here and I would like to see more of your photos in the future...
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well.. i think i am going to have to pull all my photography off this site..
damn that sucks...
i love you guys and thanks for apprecating me and my photography...
someone in my family called me and was upset..
and think less of me now.
to be honest i understand why they would be..
but i only understnad cus i know they dont understand.....
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ari:
Why don't you make your work and journals PRIVATE... fuck them and do what moves you.
I personally don't think that what you do is negitive in any way, you don't either... but do what you have to do...

I think this is ridiculous though, and you shouldn't stand for someone elses beliefs on this matter...

Why don't you just stop being an active member of SG then, if how you portray your life on this site is unacceptable.


. surreal


Just a thought.
A mildly upset one.

[Edited on Jul 08, 2005 11:47AM]
lorelei:
that is really a shame....your photos are very good.
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n3rd:
Your notebook is amazing. I would love to see more of your drawings if you ever get the urge to post them.
eternalidiot:
Life is strange, so much beauty and so much heart ache. This is surely the strangest life you'll ever live.
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woa!
you got to read this journal entry!
the craziest shit happend last night!

Dan, Amy and I all went down town to see a show that was supposed to be hella good at the Vaudeville Mews..
We got there a lil late but not too late.. we figured we could at least still see the only band we really wanted to see in...
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faye:
OMG YOU ARE AWESOME, thank you so much...I'm posting that in my journal!
pixen:
Hey Brinny!

We should definitely be friends, I agree!

love
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whats so hard about keeping plans..

freshly shaven legs and soft and lonely... fuck him.. he doesnt deserve me at all...... frown

ha... phone ringing...
hey it is him..

fuck it.. i will be outside soaking in the rays...

photographing something that i don't know of yet..

i guess i am no longer single..
"dannys girl"

what the hell is my problem...
i guess i love...
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n3rd:
No he doesn't deserve you but I hope he makes you happy anyways. You're amazing and someday you'll find someone who can keep up with your amazingness and if I honestly thought I qualified I'd drive up and sweep you away right now. You'll find the perfect person (or the one you have already found will morph into perfection). You're too amazing to have anything short of an absolutely amazing relationship for long.
penngwinn:
f that guy
i'll date you
and i think that would make me the luckiest dude i never met.
chin up, chest out, just don't turn around too quickly because you might kill someone.
Penn

[Edited on Jul 02, 2005 12:47PM]
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picture time my friends...
wait when is it not picture time?
In brinnys world... it is all just one big picture.

Well the concert went AWESOME!
The opening bands rocked too!
That doesn't happen very often.
We stayed at Ryanys.
We got up around 10ish and hung out in bed..
til ryany got back from taking his friend home..

Dan and I decided to go...
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southernbelle:
Your pictures are amazing!! I also love the ones in the photography group!! smile
faye:
[IMG]http://suicidegirls.com/media/albums/0/13/130/25421.gif[/IMG
hahaha