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I seem to be having a "Crisis of Confidence" today.

I have SO many Ideas, and want to get them all done, but I cannot concentrate long enough to put things together. Is this because I don't have the Education I now see that I could use?

I have NEVER felt that I missed ot on things because of a lack of an Education. I have run my own companies, to various levels of Success. I have a job that I LOVE that I feel I am good at.

I have found some enjoyment in Art and Design in recent years, and LOVE the process of Photography. I feel that my Photography skills have come SUCH a long way in the last 2 years.

I have taken photos of Zigs some of which I feel are adequate, some are not good, and some are excellent. MarieAmor allowed me to come photograph her, and I had SUCH a great time. I learned SO much at that shoot. Then the work of Photoshopping the images, and prepping them for the Set. I felt I had a good set. The "Best Ever"? maybe not, but some REAL good photos.

I have a ways to go yet, and it will take me some work, but I really want to do this. I want to be a GOOD photographer. I want to photograph SuicideGirls.

Can I do it? I don't know. I HOPE so. But, it seems that SO much of my dream relies on people other than myself. Can I get the Classes I need and want? Will I find models, willing to let me learn? What equipment do I need to buy?

Sorry about rambling. I'm trying to clear my head and get my focus. Thank you for reading.