brightnight

life is a bitch. so smack the bitch and get your money. 867-5309. there is so much i will never understand. and maybe i'm not meant to understand these things. maybe if i had the wisdom to understand, it would drive me mad. perhaps the understanding of it would be too much for me to handle and i would slip into a realm of insanity. are we to just accept these things as meant to be and not question "what if?" "what if" is one of the worst questions one can ask themselves when it's pretaining to the past. it sets up a world of fantasy of what might have been and suddenly what you have in the present takes a back seat to the choices we have made and trying to understand those choices. sure, at the time you had a reason for those choices. but do they make sense now? do you even remember? does it matter? sure it does. without the past you have no reckoning that there will be a future. our past makes us who we are today, and who we are today will shape our future. but how can we be happy in the present if we focus on the past while worrying about the future? if you're too damn worried about the driver tailgating you, and you keep looking back, you're apt to wrap yourself around a tree, forsaking all you were meant to do because of one trivial thing that really only has meaning if you give it that meaning.
to lose sight of what we have when we close our eyes to remember the past will blind us to what our future will bring

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