brightnight

i hate being 22 and having the common sense and maturity of a 3rd grader. all of a sudden i have no money. i love having no money. i love living in my parents basement too always under my unstable mothers constant eye of scrutiny and disbelief. my back hurts in 2 places, my knees, my shoulder i can bearly move(at least my vision blurring...
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people do things, it's a fact.

i spent a wonderful weekend with crypticrapture. a freind turned 21. i miss my baby already. gearing up for another hellish week at work.

late last night and the night before
tommyknockers tommyknockers knocking at the door

i want to go out, don't know if i can
cause i'm so afraid
of the tommyknocker man

stop....
stop....
stop....
stop or my mom will shoot sucked!

so i guess the chemical fumes last night were only an appetizer because i had a REAL treat today! lean in closer and i'll tell ya...

so rick and i went out to the shed behind the plant to get kerosene for the steam jenny(power washer whatever). i was holding the container, rick was pumping....
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accidentally inhaled some chemical fumes at work tonight. not feeling so well now. now i know why i don't inhale them pourposefully.

on a brighter note i get to see crypticrapture this weekend.

i've been trying to think of something intelligent to say about how confused and retarted i feel all the time but aqua teen hunger force keeps hypnotizing me.

pirate face here says...
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In visions of the dark night
I have dreamed of joy departed;
But a waking dream of life and light
Hath left me broken-hearted.

AH! what is not a dream by day
to him whose eyes are cast
on things around him, with a ray
turned back upon the past

That holy dream, that holy dream,
while all the world were chiding,
Hath cheered me...
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so i got sunburnt to hell this weekend but it was well worth it

spent the 4th of july weekend at a freinds lake house in north eastern pa. copious amounts of food and beer made for a great weekend. got lit up real nice sat night. it felt good to cut loose cause i don't get the chance to do so very often. although...
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fuck me in the goat ass

my knee is still swollen and getting worse from when i went to pittsburgh the other weekend. my lower back is sore as hell and i'm really begining to think that i have a herniated disc in the middle of my back. my shoulder hurts like brg brg brg grb a little bitch thanks to a screwed up rotator...
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bah long fucking week. my supervisor had surgery so i was in charge of the popcorn farm all week. babysitting a 50 year old alcoholic who drinks in his car on breaks, a 22 year old pot head who smokes joints to the head in his car while on break.(both of these two drive fork lifts durring the course of the evening). the other one...
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so i had a wonderful weekend with my most beautiful and wonderful girlfriend, crypticrapturecrypticrapture, and today my 1st edition hardback of stephen kings "the waste lands" came today. BONG!!!!! yea it's here cause i'm looking for all the dark tower books in hard backs(yea finding a 1st edition hard back of " the gunslinger" from 1978 wasn't the easiest task) but i did...
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i use the big shovel! i use the big shovel!




so i started salems lot by steven kings not two days ago and i'm already on page 450(there are like 640) and i only get the chance to read at work. needless to say, great book.


oh, and i may be a parinoid schizophranic bi-polar over-indulgent gentleman for the next few years. so bear with...
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