I should update... yes.. yes I should.
Okay boring start over.
Ummm... nothing to say?
Okay okay, last night went and got the Christmas tree and decorated it while watching Christmas specials (Charlie Brown Chrismas and The Year Without a Santa Clause) all whilst drinking Hot Cocoa and Egg Nog.
My GF and I managed not to argue for the entire evening. Sigh... relationships are so difficult sometimes. She soooo wants to be married to me but I just think it is not the right one and for some reason I just feel so damn guilty about it (and no I have not done anything to feel guilty about other than knowing I will completely break her heart if I give up on us).
Okay see? This is why I am not updating. The end. No more Holiday induced melancholy!!
Okay boring start over.
Ummm... nothing to say?
Okay okay, last night went and got the Christmas tree and decorated it while watching Christmas specials (Charlie Brown Chrismas and The Year Without a Santa Clause) all whilst drinking Hot Cocoa and Egg Nog.
My GF and I managed not to argue for the entire evening. Sigh... relationships are so difficult sometimes. She soooo wants to be married to me but I just think it is not the right one and for some reason I just feel so damn guilty about it (and no I have not done anything to feel guilty about other than knowing I will completely break her heart if I give up on us).
Okay see? This is why I am not updating. The end. No more Holiday induced melancholy!!
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