Is it okay to have many random sexual fantasies about a perfect stranger?
I have been in an unhappy situation with my just recent ex for quite some time now. We were together for many years and things just fell apart horribly in the last few months to the point were I couldn't take it anymore. I guess after years and years of the same disappointments a girl just has to call it quits. So I broke it off and am in the process of making him vacate the premises.
Here is where the stranger comes in....
I work for the family business as a horticulturist. We live in a heavily wooded area so my main source of heat is a wood burner. Just recently a customer of our, that I didn't know existed until a few weeks ago, brought his father up to buy some trees. He regularly cuts wood on my family's property for his own use for free. Him and I got into a long discussion about me not having anyone to help me with wood for the winter. This lead to him insisting on bringing me a load so I don't freeze out over winter. A week went by and I didn't hear from him so I wrote him off as another person who claims good deeds and doesn't pull through, well I was wrong. Tuesday night I took my daughter to soccer practice and in the middle of it I get a text message from my ex (who is stalling to move out) saying, "my good looking landscaper named Brian just dropped me off a load of wood." David then proceeded to bitch about how Brian was surprised to see a guy at my house and asked who David was. He told him that he was just some guy who will be moving out soon. Well Brian seemed to love that and informed David to let me know that he will help me in any way possible from now on and that I should give him a call any time. He then left me his number with my fuming ex boyfriend.
I told David a while ago that Brian might be stopping by to bring me wood, but I failed to mention how unbelievably attractive he was. Ooops! Now my ex, whom has become a miserable person to be around and refuses to do anything but play video games all day and eat an over bearing amount of food, is a green monster. So what do I do? I soak it up and I call Brian on Wednesday to make plans to cut wood this coming Sunday.
So what's the problem you ask? I'm a bumbling fool when it comes to talking to people I don't know especially if they are sexy and ruggedly handsome. This guy happens to be just that so I am bound to freeze up when I meet him and come across like some stupid little helpless girl. If that's not bad enough, I have been plagued with countless sex dreams with him since we met. I have one hell of an imagination when it comes to the erotic and he just happens to be my latest victim. I don't usually find it a habit to make many men my fantasy; I usually find one and stick with them for years. This guy just seemed to hit me hard between my legs.
Oh well. I guess we will see how Sunday goes and maybe I will be able to work my courage up to seducing him some day. I guess I should work on talking to him without drooling first. One step at a time I guess.......
To be continued.
I have been in an unhappy situation with my just recent ex for quite some time now. We were together for many years and things just fell apart horribly in the last few months to the point were I couldn't take it anymore. I guess after years and years of the same disappointments a girl just has to call it quits. So I broke it off and am in the process of making him vacate the premises.
Here is where the stranger comes in....
I work for the family business as a horticulturist. We live in a heavily wooded area so my main source of heat is a wood burner. Just recently a customer of our, that I didn't know existed until a few weeks ago, brought his father up to buy some trees. He regularly cuts wood on my family's property for his own use for free. Him and I got into a long discussion about me not having anyone to help me with wood for the winter. This lead to him insisting on bringing me a load so I don't freeze out over winter. A week went by and I didn't hear from him so I wrote him off as another person who claims good deeds and doesn't pull through, well I was wrong. Tuesday night I took my daughter to soccer practice and in the middle of it I get a text message from my ex (who is stalling to move out) saying, "my good looking landscaper named Brian just dropped me off a load of wood." David then proceeded to bitch about how Brian was surprised to see a guy at my house and asked who David was. He told him that he was just some guy who will be moving out soon. Well Brian seemed to love that and informed David to let me know that he will help me in any way possible from now on and that I should give him a call any time. He then left me his number with my fuming ex boyfriend.
I told David a while ago that Brian might be stopping by to bring me wood, but I failed to mention how unbelievably attractive he was. Ooops! Now my ex, whom has become a miserable person to be around and refuses to do anything but play video games all day and eat an over bearing amount of food, is a green monster. So what do I do? I soak it up and I call Brian on Wednesday to make plans to cut wood this coming Sunday.
So what's the problem you ask? I'm a bumbling fool when it comes to talking to people I don't know especially if they are sexy and ruggedly handsome. This guy happens to be just that so I am bound to freeze up when I meet him and come across like some stupid little helpless girl. If that's not bad enough, I have been plagued with countless sex dreams with him since we met. I have one hell of an imagination when it comes to the erotic and he just happens to be my latest victim. I don't usually find it a habit to make many men my fantasy; I usually find one and stick with them for years. This guy just seemed to hit me hard between my legs.
Oh well. I guess we will see how Sunday goes and maybe I will be able to work my courage up to seducing him some day. I guess I should work on talking to him without drooling first. One step at a time I guess.......
To be continued.