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brian_h

Cleveland, OH

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Thursday Jul 10, 2008

Jul 10, 2008
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Wow...it's been far too long...

The last month or so has been really rough for me. I'm sorry I haven't really been on and I just kinda dropped off the face of the earth. I appreciate everyone who sent me comments and PM's. I didn't mean to worry anybody.

I know I usually come on and talk about my show and what's up with that. I try to keep it light and positive. I hate writing about all the negative shit, but here's where I've been.

My girlfriend and I got booted from where we lived and we were homeless for a while. The guy we were staying with (ran the old radio station I was on) basically used us and turned on us in a bad way and we were given the boot with no real notice. I had a complete nervous breakdown and (rather than off myself) ended up checking myself into a mental crisis shelter for a couple of weeks.

When I got out, things weren't any better. I wasn't feeling better and our situation was pretty grim. We slept in a booth at the restaurant my girlfriend worked at for a short time until a buddy saved the day. We stayed with him for about a week and a half until we were able to secure a place of our own. We moved in this week. It's pretty nice and the rent is pretty reasonable. Hopefully this is the start of our new beginning.

I also got some bad news on Monday. My mother, who has been battling cancer since 2000, is pretty much in her final days. Her body stopped responding to treatments and her organs are shutting down. It's been a pretty emotional week for everyone and even though we've had some serious problems recently, I'm still not ready to let her go.

On a brighter note, my PROJEKT X Show is still going pretty great! We do better and better every week and we're pretty happy with the way it's going. We're still on Thursday nights from 7 to 10pm EDT and if you miss it, no big deal. The shows are archived at the website so you can go back and check them out any time.

Thanks again to everyone who has expressed their concern for me the past few weeks. I appreciate it. I hope everyone is doing well. Please drop me a line and let me know how you all are doing.

Later...
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jewelz:
Hey!! Still worried.... please send me a PM and tell me your doing OK! You don't have to say anything else if you don't want to, I'm just wanting to know you are doing alright. kiss kiss
Jul 25, 2008
equestre:
I wish I was in a position to offer help or support. I am sending lots of good vibes and karma your way. Sometimes it takes a minute to arrive, but be patient - it'll get there. I have close family who have battled cancer too. It's a tough road for everyone involved. My heart goes out to you in every way. Chin up, friend.
Jul 31, 2008

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