From brian40

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I have'nt seen the sunshine since I don't know when...I've locked myself in my apt since I've gotten off of work Thurs night @ 5:30. I don't know exactly why I choose to do this weekend after weekend, But I do. In a ironic way, the sunshine sometimes saddens me. While most people choose to capitolize off of a nice sunny day feeling the warmth on their smiling faces, I choose to stay in a dimmly lit apt...just enough sunlight penetrates the cracks in the closed blinds...just sitting in this darkness for hours and hours, wishing darkness to fall on those happy smiley faces. I sometimes don't like seeing humankind happy. I like to prove the point that misery doesn't necessarily love company, but needs company.