bria

So I turned 30 on Tuesday. Wow...i feel so young still. Not completely unsure but still working on things. I understand myself. I'm ok with myself, in fact I quite like me. I'm comfortable in my own skin and happy most of the time. I realize I AM the independent person I wanted to be years ago. Now I just need to not be so independent I don't let others in.
I'm single....having fun and testing the waters with ppl. I'm sexually adventurous and need to find someone with fits with me...I won't be in a relationship just to be in one and so far I haven't met anyone that I'm willing to do that for.
Still wanting to go back to school, do the baking thing or something else..end it with the dead end jobs. For someone with a BS I sure don't use it. Not that I don't like my job, I love bartending, I just realize I can't do it forever.
Gonna lay off the drink for a minute. I'm cliched and I don't like it. I need some alone time, some introspection, some thought. It's too easy to just head down the road to the pub on days off, have fun with my friends and get blind stinkin drunk. I need to step away from EASY for awhile...read some more books and make some decisions, save money, etc.....
Oh well, more to come.............