bria

Only five more days!!! I'm so bored with my life here!! I don't want to go out because every nite is the same. I'm sick of staying home. Only so much time I can spend with two dogs before I feel like the crazy dog lady.
I am so sick of bartending most of the time. I see the exact same people every shift. It's...
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I'm gettin a new tattoo on Friday!!!

I am so bored tonite. Work sucked but at least I made good money. I'm so lonely without my man here. We've been back together two months and spent exactly two days together. I know it's real. I know he loves me. I don't even doubt it, which is an incredible feeling, but I need him here. A month before we see each other again...
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I don't know how long I can do this. I know I know I'm supposed to be a "self supporting person" and "true love will wait" and "time will tell"....blah blah. I need him with me, now. I need to be in his arms. I need to have him there. I feel safe when he's around. It's all stupid I know. I'm stronger than this....
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I love how a song can take you somewhere you haven't been in fuckin years. First love, 24 yrs old....sweaty palms, love at first fuckin sight!!! Dancing at a bar...Bob Marley's Mellow Mood. Forgot all about that song until I just saw it....makes ya smile.

I can't help admitting that most of the time I love my life. It's hard to go from angst ridden person to someone who's sorted everything out. I've worked very hard to make myself into someone I like. sometimes, though, I don't know how to be comfortable. I'm so used to being unsure, self-conscious, angry, that a comfortable life is almost enough to drive me...
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