If I was ever going to try to shoot a set, the scene outside right now would be perfect. In my hammock in my backyard with the rain pouring down. I so need to remember to have sex out there sometime. 
What do we do with missed opportunities? Is it fate that things don't work out or is it just the way life goes?
Even something simple. It's not life altering, or maybe it could have been? Either way I'll never know and I'm ok with that but there is a little, tiny mark on my heart to add to the rest.
Even something simple. It's not life altering, or maybe it could have been? Either way I'll never know and I'm ok with that but there is a little, tiny mark on my heart to add to the rest.
I'm returning this bleeding hearts club membership card cause I want no mutherfuckin part of it. 
Things I want to do when I move (clean slate)
1. Stop drinking!! Not because I need it but because it's shit and has no reason to be in my body. Health!!
2. Become vegan. I still eat cheese and even seafood so I'm not even really a veggie but I want to be one for health and moral reasons.
3. Stop being so fucking...
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1. Stop drinking!! Not because I need it but because it's shit and has no reason to be in my body. Health!!
2. Become vegan. I still eat cheese and even seafood so I'm not even really a veggie but I want to be one for health and moral reasons.
3. Stop being so fucking...
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I've had a stomach ache for about 14 hrs. now. Mind you I am not the kind of person who get wierd stomach things. I think I need to fast or something. 
The dogs are quiet. It's almost four in the morning and I'm home. Home from my shitty flight and home from the middle of the midwest.
Seeing my family was good. I get so used to being away from anyone who has an opinion of me. Here I'm around friends and acquaintances, no one to really be disappointed in me. There I go back to...
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Seeing my family was good. I get so used to being away from anyone who has an opinion of me. Here I'm around friends and acquaintances, no one to really be disappointed in me. There I go back to...
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My kitchen is filled with paper towels soaked with my blood. I really need to get a new set of knives. 
Why do I always order two spring rolls when I NEVER eat the second one. Apply this question to my life in general and you get the answer. TOO much is better than not enough in my psyche. I really wish I wasn't like that.
My house is fuckin trashed right now. I'm too lazy to clean it so I just sit here eating a muffin and the leftover fruit salad he made for me yesterday. I can't believe he's already fucking gone. Five days of great sex and kissing and hugging and getting to be one half of a couple. lots of coffee, a few fights, a better understanding...
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I am a bad yoga student. I spent most of the class alternating thinking about food and making out with the girl behind me. 