bretticus

The last few hours of my day off till this time next week,

and im trawling for jobs, i need to start accepting the fact i need to earn money before i grind myself into the ground, i hate the fact that what im doing now isnt enough to sustain me,

but i need my independence back for more then a few reasons, and i know that it will be beneficial for me in the long term,

in the last couple of days ive been from being as low as ive been in awhile to feeling happy and full of life again and i want this to continue,

I have the most amazing person in my life and whatever happens i dont want to let her go, she means everything to me and makes me be the person i know i should be, my heart belongs to her and im forever indebted to her for helping me and constantly pushing me towards better things,

the future may be uncertain but whatever happens i want to be wearing this smile for a long time to come