Allright, so today was kinda interesting.
-I've been having these cravings for clove cigs.....(thanks juju). Wierd.
-SarahJane is beautiful.
-Had my heart ripped out of my chest, thrown on the floor, stomped on and thrown back into my face today....thanks Junior...thanks Steph. I may have had something to do with this though. More to develop. (You don't need this Jason, you don't need this...)
-But on the bright side. Went to a party of a friend of a friend of a friend today. He just graduated from Art Center in Pasadena and he was throwing a party. Met some really cool people (referring to Andy and Sasha...I think that was her name... and Miguel and Ulysses....thanks for the weed guys). So at least I've gotten over my anxiety of meeting new peeps.
--However....(and this is actually a big thing...)now my inability to trust people has just gotten out of hand. I mean...now, I just can't trust people, no matter how fucking hard I try. I've been backstabbed, taken advantage of and forgotten all my life. But now, with this whole thing I have going on (see item #3) I'm starting to question the integriety of my own friends. Bullshit I say.
-I've been having these cravings for clove cigs.....(thanks juju). Wierd.
-SarahJane is beautiful.
-Had my heart ripped out of my chest, thrown on the floor, stomped on and thrown back into my face today....thanks Junior...thanks Steph. I may have had something to do with this though. More to develop. (You don't need this Jason, you don't need this...)
-But on the bright side. Went to a party of a friend of a friend of a friend today. He just graduated from Art Center in Pasadena and he was throwing a party. Met some really cool people (referring to Andy and Sasha...I think that was her name... and Miguel and Ulysses....thanks for the weed guys). So at least I've gotten over my anxiety of meeting new peeps.
--However....(and this is actually a big thing...)now my inability to trust people has just gotten out of hand. I mean...now, I just can't trust people, no matter how fucking hard I try. I've been backstabbed, taken advantage of and forgotten all my life. But now, with this whole thing I have going on (see item #3) I'm starting to question the integriety of my own friends. Bullshit I say.