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I am at a very interesting time in my life right now. I have four weeks left of school and I'm very nervous about it. I have been in college for six years and I have been waiting for this time to come and now it's here and I don't know what to do. It's weird, I love my job, I complain about it all the time, but really when I'm able to just show up and do my work, it's really fun. I like what I do, I like the people I work with and I really can't imagine not having this job. But at the same time it has become apparent that I am not going to be able to move up in my area, which is fine I didn't really want that (our managers only make about $35,000 a year), but it still kinda sucks. I am still looking at staying with the company but as of yet I have applied for more than 40 different jobs and haven't gotten a call yet, it sucks but I know that sometimes they can take forever to call you back (an Imagineer told me he applied in November and didn't hear back till April). I'm still holding out hope, but I have applied for a bunch of other jobs and might have a few interviews in the next few weeks. It's scary. I don't really know what I want and that's scary, but at the same time it opens so many doors because I don't know what I don't want to do, so I think I'm more willing to try many different things.

I'm changing a lot right now personally. I have been growing, trying new things. When I look at my life and things that I am doing now, and I think about what I was doing and thinking just 3 years ago, it surprises me a lot. I'm doing things that I would have never thought about and enjoying it. I am beginning to open up and be more free and accepting of my body and opening up my mind on things that I would have never thought possible. I think that being on SG has helped a lot. Meeting new people who have so many different views and are so open to everything has been an eye opener and I am glad to be apart of it, and cherish all the new experiences and people that it has brought me.

Anyways I have been meaning to update with some pictures for awhile so here goes.



McKinley (my twin sister) and I at the river in Austin



Random pic from my birthday party



Nementh and I at Spam-A-Lot for our 2 year anniversary



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Well Nementh has been in bed for about 1/2 now so I think I might go join him now.

Good night, enjoy your Monday.