alrighty so it's about time for an update, no?
tomorrow i take my pack test (yes i know i said i was taking it a while back but they scheduled it for 8 in the morning on a saturday--i was obviously much too hung over to go lol) so wish me luck (again) because it's time to kick some booty! my goal is to finish the three-mile hike (with 45 pounds on my back) in under 41 minutes..last year my time was 42:37 or something like that. i'm so stoked to get it done so that as soon as i'm done with my last final in june i can be on call--then i'm out bitches!! i kinda hope i get sent to some states i haven't been to, like idaho or montana or something, but i hear they can be kinda rough. not that i couldn't handle it
today's been kind of shitty, because i found out i'm not getting any financial aid from school, and since i couldn't get a private loan i'm pretty much fucked. so what does it all mean bazil? it means i'm going to have to move back in with the rents, who are actually pretty cool but not as cool once you're trying to live with them if you catch my drift. so do i suck it up and move home or try to scrape by for the three months until firefighting season starts and i'm making decent money again? decisions decisions.....
shitty event number two would be my grades...but some people (ie my roommate) would bitch me out for complaining about them. but as i said to her, i have my own standards to live up to, and i'm allowed to be upset with myself for not doing so. i should have gotten a 4.0--halfway through the term that's what i had--but good ol' me decided "hey, i've got almost 100% in my classes, i deserve a break!" and then proceeded to slack off to the point of dragging all of them to A- grades and a B. it really just shouldn't have happened and i'm mad at myself for letting it all go down the drain like that. but like i said, some people would look at me and say "what the hell is your problem?!" gotta love that empathy, right?
however, good news is that i filed my tax return before the last possible day to do so, and found out that i'm getting $850 back. woohoo! so of course i've already decided how to spend it, because i'm so very good at spending money as opposed to saving it. $100 is going to new piercings (not telling what i'm getting yet!), $150 is going to shooting my very first set (yay!!!), $500 is going to a new tattoo and $100 to my best friend mary jane. she's so good to me
alright so novel's over, at least chapter one, right? time to get out there and live this life! peace!
tomorrow i take my pack test (yes i know i said i was taking it a while back but they scheduled it for 8 in the morning on a saturday--i was obviously much too hung over to go lol) so wish me luck (again) because it's time to kick some booty! my goal is to finish the three-mile hike (with 45 pounds on my back) in under 41 minutes..last year my time was 42:37 or something like that. i'm so stoked to get it done so that as soon as i'm done with my last final in june i can be on call--then i'm out bitches!! i kinda hope i get sent to some states i haven't been to, like idaho or montana or something, but i hear they can be kinda rough. not that i couldn't handle it
today's been kind of shitty, because i found out i'm not getting any financial aid from school, and since i couldn't get a private loan i'm pretty much fucked. so what does it all mean bazil? it means i'm going to have to move back in with the rents, who are actually pretty cool but not as cool once you're trying to live with them if you catch my drift. so do i suck it up and move home or try to scrape by for the three months until firefighting season starts and i'm making decent money again? decisions decisions.....
shitty event number two would be my grades...but some people (ie my roommate) would bitch me out for complaining about them. but as i said to her, i have my own standards to live up to, and i'm allowed to be upset with myself for not doing so. i should have gotten a 4.0--halfway through the term that's what i had--but good ol' me decided "hey, i've got almost 100% in my classes, i deserve a break!" and then proceeded to slack off to the point of dragging all of them to A- grades and a B. it really just shouldn't have happened and i'm mad at myself for letting it all go down the drain like that. but like i said, some people would look at me and say "what the hell is your problem?!" gotta love that empathy, right?
however, good news is that i filed my tax return before the last possible day to do so, and found out that i'm getting $850 back. woohoo! so of course i've already decided how to spend it, because i'm so very good at spending money as opposed to saving it. $100 is going to new piercings (not telling what i'm getting yet!), $150 is going to shooting my very first set (yay!!!), $500 is going to a new tattoo and $100 to my best friend mary jane. she's so good to me
alright so novel's over, at least chapter one, right? time to get out there and live this life! peace!
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