braveliltoaster

so i'm at the point of my life that

i really asked myself.

"what i'm i doing"

i have a job. i took this semester off suppose the winter semester but really...
getting no where really. i'm smart. i know better. but i'm not doing anything with it.

soo last year around december, I had a conversation with myself if i didn't have anything set for myself next year, which would be this time of the year today, i would join some sort of military.
even tho i'm going to school its getting hard, with all the stupid Fee's 26 bucks per unit each class is about 5 units. i wanna take at least 2 classes, and that isn't including what i need for the class, camera, film, paint, notebooks, books, shit get expensive. plus living in this stupid fucked up city, i mean i love Los Angeles, i'm born and raised here, but its fucked right now with money and politics.
cost of living is so much, pay in the job industry is not enough, what do i have to sell drugs to support myself?
i've thought about it. it makes good money but thats just a life i don't want.
i'm making better of myself not worse.

i'm a man of my word.
its that time of the year from last year that i said i would.
so i'm talking to a few recruiters
Navy, Army, & Air Force


we'll see what happens.

i'm not the type that likes to Fight.
war isn't my thing.

but i like to make change. i like to make things happen.
and thats what i'll do.