There’s a newspaper in Toronto that features a model on the 2nd last page of each issue (Mon-Fri). There’s also a little bio about the girl too. They aren’t professionals though. Just local girls who applied and got contacted. I’d imagine you have to provide your own clothes and do your own hair and makeup at the photoshoot, but it’s something I’d like to look into.

I’ve also kinda been thinking about doing modeling on here, for the SuicideGirls. I realize that’s a little harder to break into. It’s also nude modeling, so I’d be even more self conscious. But I’ve been looking at some of the photosets for some of the girls who have applied to be SGs and I feel like I may have chance to actually make it. The process just seems so rigorous but I'm sure it would be worth it. Again, it’s something to look into.

Maybe this would be motivation to put more effort into getting into shape, but at the same time, it’s like “what’s the point?” I wanna start having kids soon, so should I even bother trying to bust my ass just to get big again not too long after and end up with even more stretch marks? I dunno. Maybe this is just some weird motivation I have right now and I’ll feel differently in a week or something. We’ll see.