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brandonlongwood

washington, dc

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Thursday Oct 12, 2006

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i aint no perfect man.
i'm tryin to do the best that i can
with what it is i have...

sometimes I get discouraged
i look around and, things are so bleak
people are so weak
sometimes,
sometimes i feel like crying
sometimes my heart gets heavy
sometimes i just want to leave and fly away
sometimes i don't know what to do with myself
passion takes over me
i feel like a man
going insane
losing my brain
trying to maintain
doing my thang...

sometimes i don't want to be bothered
sometimes I just want a quiet life, with
me and my babies, me and my lady
sometimes i don't want to get into no war
sometimes i don't wanna be a soldier
sometimes i just wanna be a man, but

umi said shine your light on the world
shine your light for the world to see


'nuff respect to the mighty mos def for putting into words things that i thought no one else could see. thats what i love about music.

i am feeling AMAZING for someone with only 3 hours of sleep. i was up till 4:30 workin on the trailer for my DVD (see yesterday's entry if you need a late pass). i talked my therapist's ear off at my session this morning because i am so damn excited about everything.

sometimes things come together so perfectly and clearly that there is no doubt as to if they will happen. thats what happened this morning. sitting in traffic and listening to swing out sister, one of my all time favorite groups, i heard a song that i have decided to use as the title and theme for my sccreenplay. as i listened to the song i began to see the opening sequence clearly in my head as if i were watching it on screen. i saw the characters and their stories unfold before me. and i knew, this was it.

granted, i have a lot goin on and doing a screenplay is going to add to that, but i'm having a major orgy with the muses right now and i am tryin to take full advantadge of it while i can.

umi said shine your light on the world
shine your light for the world to see
jay_blank:
Sounds great! Tap into that positive creative energy!

..still thinking about a locale for you.....
Oct 12, 2006
jay_blank:
"charminig...REAL charming. thanks man."


tongue now you can see why I'm not such a big hit with the ladies!

Oct 12, 2006

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