brandilox

Trying not to speak to someone is hard when you really want to. It's like when someone does something awful and you want to hate them for it, but really I just wish I could erase what happened so that it could all be ok. I hate this. I love him I think...

Isn't it wierd when you just stop liking somebody? I used to like another boy, and I just stopped recently. I didn't do it intentionally, and I feel really bad about it because we've been hanging out but it just isn't the same at all.

I want these two to be flip flopped I guess...

I've been eating healthy lately. Sort of. I walked yesterday. This is boring for you.

Oh today I got an email, apparently they lost my paperwork that I sent in with my set, but the person who emailed me (courtney riot) had said that she needed me to get it to her by next week, so I'm thinking that could mean good things. Maybe I'll be naked on here sooner than I thought.

I think my cat is pregnant I love kittens... I will be very happy if she is. Then I will get her spayed... she isn't allowed outside and the other day she got out. Now she's fatter, and lays around a lot.

I move to New York City in less than two weeks and I couldn't be happier. Actually I could be if a boy wasn't raining on my days. Fucker.

I wish I could erase people, situations, days, things, from my memory... wouldn't life be cooler that way?