brainlessbear

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My daydream seems as one inside of you
Though it seems hard to reach through this life
Your blue and hopeless life

My daydream screams bitter 'til the end
The love i share -true- selfish to the heart
My heart, my sacred heart

My daydream dream
My daydream
My daydream dream
My daydream

. . .

I'm going crazy
I'm going crazy...
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Well to anyone that cares or it matters. I no longer have the funds to continue at this board. I'm never really here anyway. Blah. I wish I had money.

Goodnight. Take care. Much Love!

Adeu

Stephan

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PS
Meet me on deviantART
http://candy-shards.deviantart.com

E-mail me at
odustpunko@hotmail.com

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Well shit.
Wouoldn't you know. fucking crazy ass drivers.

I got my car smashed. some jerk t-boned me just about actually hit more the back end. I'm poor and I need $500 to get a new one. >.<

Someone or thing hates me in the goddamn universe. you think everything is perfect then life shits in your face!

GAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!


okay yea... a little better thank...
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Perhaps
Death willing
Me might learn
Life
Everlasting
taken for granted



I like art.

http://candy-shards.deviantart.com

check it out. that's where I've been most of the time, lately. so busy with music

the show in havre didn't go through and the conrad show ended up being in town

the last two shows went very well. i spit up blood in the middle of occasus' set, was...
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-=+Hated+=-

putrid
reminds of a morning
I long to forget
this fould desire
my heart
unrest





Run plays 4 shows this month
one in dutton, conrad, and havre
and in great falls

Occassus plays 2 shows
one in dutton & one in conrad


Other than that my life has been well, blah. I'm poor as hell and my on-site manager tells me that he was...
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I think I'd like some Chinese. Yes, Chinese would be very nice right now.

I need to do laundry. blech, running out of clean clothes. Kinda sucks. erhm, yea. I cleaned house a littlel. heh, that is when someone showed up. If this place were bigger I think it would be a little more worth my while to do some actual cleaning.

Well I think...
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I'm going to run, far far far far away. Maybe people will remember me then.

My best friend has decided that I'm not worth the respect I give him. "Fuck you" he says. Not a good idea. I try so hard, and yet, what good does it do? I give up. No more then. I'll let myself fall into the abyss. If my point here...
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So, I realized that I hadn't updated in quite a while. I haven't been on in a while... I also got a new computer. having to download much of my lost programs and such. at any rate, new pictures to come!!!


~DuSt

Happiness and paaaaaiiiiinnnnnn!!!

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I got my bridge pierced. It's really sore. But hey, another hole!!! Whoo I'm stoked. It'll probably get infected and rot my nose off. Won't that be fun!?!?

Anyhow. Occasus practiced today. I should get some sleep. Run! plays on Monday. And hopefull this Sunday my sis and I are going to a movie. Should be fun, we'll see.

Love you...
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I don't know what the hell I'm doing anymore. There must be a point but right now I can't see it. Mhy must it always be this way? Nothing is ever what it seems. Everything is all so fucked. I'm sick. I'm tired. I have to work eight days straight this week. suck. I've nothing to do with myself anymore. Nothing to show for what...
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