bradleyoliver

i have nee-ew-ew-ooz...........
i fucked up my hands.....
i think i broke my left one(i have x-ray results in the morning)....and my right has random pieces of skin missing....

right now im loading a bowl...typical typical

hold on.......
i feel really ugly right now....
eh....
my beer belly is sticking a little too out much...
my hands are crippled....

oh!...
it sucks! i cant masturbate....
and it sucks...........

my left thumb part of my palm is broken and my right hand has a deep road rash gash on the palm

fuck

i wish someone would slap me right now......
because im all stupid......ok....

let me start.....

this is either going to sound like circles, which is everythin i talk about or... im just going to sound like a idiot

i love ann...
but i fell like i use her...
she is "cool" and she has a nice tight lil' body on her...
but......how do i not know her decieving ways, if she has had any to begin with?
sometimes i say to myself in my jead(for the mexican, because j makes the sound of h in english)...ok, so when im think, at times, i say " fuck that bitch, i have too many friends that have told me too many stories about her and other guys and how they think that her and (random dude) were gettin it on......
then at times i think....this is where it get complicated.....shes such a complex person.....there is too much to love about her...if you know her.........
....
im going to stop talking about this....




i got lime in this deep gash in my thumb tonight at the whiskey bar...it hurt a lot...........

my life is going to get a whole lot better...
if i have something to say with it?