i am the biggest fucking retard ever! i am here at school in the computer lab.....an hour early to my class........i walked in on someone giving a lecture, thinking it was my 11 o'clock pych class.......well at least i can update my journal....i got my long board in over the weekend! so thats cool...it's really smooth....
i need to get my parking permit.......
me and ann had a talk last night.....i dont know what to think.....confused as shit and not ready to be back in a relationship....she told me for like the 6th time that she didnt want to talk to me ever again.....because it hurts her......it hurts me too dammit....but apparently not as much as her.....i wish i knew when people were lying..... if i knew with my mind that she never would or would have lied to me...i would probably get back with her....shes one of the few girls ive met with the same interest, doesnt give a fuck, gets tattoos like candy, resposible, and one that really loved me............................i feel like butt.....
plus i am a selfish ass for wanting to be single.....
i am tired of this....
...these years....
i found out my childhood best friend graham is getting married....and i think im gonna be in his good men pile...so thats awesome....i found out going hunting with him, but i didnt actually hunt, i just drank beer and smoked pot...i didnt even get to eat a bird which i really wanted to do....mmmm.....im getting kind of hungry....built to spill is playing this weekend...and i forgot who is playing tomarrow....oh yeah i think arcade fire is playing tomarrow....which i might go see but still debating.....
i need to here that song micajah...sorry i didnt cruise by your house this weekend...i got utterly wasted the day you called me...like 10 till the morning wasted....ehhh....i didnt even get back to the road to austin till like.....7 in the afternoon....gross..........
i want to got to sleep....oh yeah and that female artist i got a while back that i forgot her name is laura veirs.....she might be a lil to lilith fair for me but i like some of her lyrics.....i need to give it some more spins...
i need to get my parking permit.......
me and ann had a talk last night.....i dont know what to think.....confused as shit and not ready to be back in a relationship....she told me for like the 6th time that she didnt want to talk to me ever again.....because it hurts her......it hurts me too dammit....but apparently not as much as her.....i wish i knew when people were lying..... if i knew with my mind that she never would or would have lied to me...i would probably get back with her....shes one of the few girls ive met with the same interest, doesnt give a fuck, gets tattoos like candy, resposible, and one that really loved me............................i feel like butt.....
plus i am a selfish ass for wanting to be single.....
i am tired of this....
...these years....
i found out my childhood best friend graham is getting married....and i think im gonna be in his good men pile...so thats awesome....i found out going hunting with him, but i didnt actually hunt, i just drank beer and smoked pot...i didnt even get to eat a bird which i really wanted to do....mmmm.....im getting kind of hungry....built to spill is playing this weekend...and i forgot who is playing tomarrow....oh yeah i think arcade fire is playing tomarrow....which i might go see but still debating.....
i need to here that song micajah...sorry i didnt cruise by your house this weekend...i got utterly wasted the day you called me...like 10 till the morning wasted....ehhh....i didnt even get back to the road to austin till like.....7 in the afternoon....gross..........
i want to got to sleep....oh yeah and that female artist i got a while back that i forgot her name is laura veirs.....she might be a lil to lilith fair for me but i like some of her lyrics.....i need to give it some more spins...
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i hope you and ann figure things out. relationships are a lot of work.....................
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[Edited on Sep 19, 2005 2:06AM]