this is me bitching so dont read it if ya dont wanna...
vent tah-ime:
ok, so im in solitude mode, mono, one............my days havent been looking up so far, or at least yesterday and today........im making my self sad by being alone........i thought when i was in mcallen it was bad....at least i had my fam and duder......im an idiot for leaving duder...i thought he would be happier with rosie my other dog......this house in austin is too big for me...i need to remake all my school shit too, i need to go to the UT library, drag.........
ok again, last night was weird, since ive been in austin lately, it seem that all my friends have dissappeared and went away, the ones i love who are still here are trev and joe.....and ernest.......and others who i know you dont care about....ernest is my only drinking buddy.........god im getting so off track........story of my life...............so i was just trying to justify me going to bars alone all the time, well at least one, barflys, and if you guys ever come to austin, this is it.............well anyway, i was having an ok time and then i see omar, hes cool, we just stand there with his friend and shoot the shit, so then a pack of scene type chicks come in, i want them all like the pig i am, but it seems every cute ass girl has a skinny hot boy fucker.......so, its hard for me to mingle unless i get really drunk and bump into conversation.... and if they have a boyfriend i will tell them im gay...and yay its all good................................. fuck ................fuck that, so this girl(who once beat me up in my own house ha) invited me and my friend omar and his friend out to their place to hang out...i thought we were going to drink more....... no, that thugish(not literally) girl only invited us so her friend could fuck omars friend.......at least i got to talk to this cool chicks cousin from st louis...he was coo............but that girl is a bitch, she has no people skills......... anyways i go home drunk at 4, masterbate, and thengo to bed......................
to sum it up i miss ann, if only i knew the truth....if only i knew the truth....we would still laying in bed ranting on about music, life, bullshit.........the things that make me happy
if you read my shit ann by any chance? im sorry i hurt you but you hurt the shit out of me.................
i doubt she is, but you never know.......anyways im bored and lonely waiting for trev to come over to jam out.....that will be nice..........
its funny, i feel like im in nothing mode....nothing excites me.....i need a vacation bad.......... any cool affordable suggestions.......
vent tah-ime:
ok, so im in solitude mode, mono, one............my days havent been looking up so far, or at least yesterday and today........im making my self sad by being alone........i thought when i was in mcallen it was bad....at least i had my fam and duder......im an idiot for leaving duder...i thought he would be happier with rosie my other dog......this house in austin is too big for me...i need to remake all my school shit too, i need to go to the UT library, drag.........
ok again, last night was weird, since ive been in austin lately, it seem that all my friends have dissappeared and went away, the ones i love who are still here are trev and joe.....and ernest.......and others who i know you dont care about....ernest is my only drinking buddy.........god im getting so off track........story of my life...............so i was just trying to justify me going to bars alone all the time, well at least one, barflys, and if you guys ever come to austin, this is it.............well anyway, i was having an ok time and then i see omar, hes cool, we just stand there with his friend and shoot the shit, so then a pack of scene type chicks come in, i want them all like the pig i am, but it seems every cute ass girl has a skinny hot boy fucker.......so, its hard for me to mingle unless i get really drunk and bump into conversation.... and if they have a boyfriend i will tell them im gay...and yay its all good................................. fuck ................fuck that, so this girl(who once beat me up in my own house ha) invited me and my friend omar and his friend out to their place to hang out...i thought we were going to drink more....... no, that thugish(not literally) girl only invited us so her friend could fuck omars friend.......at least i got to talk to this cool chicks cousin from st louis...he was coo............but that girl is a bitch, she has no people skills......... anyways i go home drunk at 4, masterbate, and thengo to bed......................
to sum it up i miss ann, if only i knew the truth....if only i knew the truth....we would still laying in bed ranting on about music, life, bullshit.........the things that make me happy
if you read my shit ann by any chance? im sorry i hurt you but you hurt the shit out of me.................
i doubt she is, but you never know.......anyways im bored and lonely waiting for trev to come over to jam out.....that will be nice..........
its funny, i feel like im in nothing mode....nothing excites me.....i need a vacation bad.......... any cool affordable suggestions.......
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