bradleyoliver

never trust the stars when youre about to fall in love....but i always do....and by do i mean find a false meaning of falling in love....i love this girl named ann.....but i cant........i have too big of a heart.....ok, just to let you know im drunk...enough said, right?..........fuck!.....so i went to this shitty club in my home town where they had this band that remade that shitty killers song and then after that they played a bunch of ludicris and g unit....not that bad...if i was with friends and drunk as fucking hell....but i was by my self drinking scotch and wa wa.......fuckn b....i bet you never hear that..........so anyways...i hate girls.....show me interest...and i hate you............sorry................i wish i could find what i fuckn want.....if you are a girl......and you have a nice butt i would probably persue you.....but i really wish i could find a girl like ann....like blush....like saida....like every one that i find fucking interesting............im so fucking stupid..........im finiky.......im a bitch..........an undecisive bitch...a fucking fuck fuck...........i hate my heart........i need to slow fucking down.....now to think of it i need a girl who will fuck me like a beast....cuddle like a bug......show me understanding.....joke like a boy......be there for me when i fuck up....just be there for me..............fucK! i guess i ask for too much........im a demanding boy who doesnt think about anyone but themselves to a certain degree.........i try to love all, i try to love the person that loves me the most, i try, i fuckn try not hard enough.............ok, how long have i been talkn about the same shit......................ill talk about something new................................................my brother seems to be doing ok.....hes coming through........he will be comming home soon.....i love the big fuck.........hes me but in a jocks body.....he is the best athlete i know.............ever............i miss him........i miss us.....i misss this one time....my parents left us alone and the alarm was set to the house....and i was walking around...minding my own buisness.....and then the alarm goes off...i screamm and start to cry...i yell for my bro....and take him to the kitchen....we hide behind the cabinet....i grab a knife......in my head, i think that a burgler broke into the house, so me and my brother are crying hurdled behing my kitchen counter, and i tell my brother...."im going out there stuart" and hes like "no" and im alike yes i have to so scared and brave like shit, i go out into the rest of the house searching ......determined to stab the shit out of the intruder of the house......it turns out that my parents set the alarm to motion detector..........fuckers....or maybe it was me who messed with the alarm and fucked it up...i cant remember......but i was scared.....nice story ay? if not nice, cute ay? ok well im gonna go to sleep, good night everyone......i love you

im really tired......

question....is there anyone out there who can say they love me? and its not that i need your love, but i just want to see who loves me, wether your a friend i met throught here or if youre cajah or mauri.....i dunno, sorry im drunk.....ill probably be kicking myself in the teeth tomarrow