bradleyoliver

Why do we have to be so fucking toughthere is such a fine line between anger and sorrow, sadness.i hate people because they make me sad.they hurt me so much, and I have to be the bigger man, because you think itll help you out in the long run, but its so fucking hardI loved for 2 and half years and Im only 21..thats one tenth of my life.i feel she manipulated me but I have no proof..shes so damn smart, that she knows how to string up my emotions and provoke the things that hurt me the mostshe can also make manipulate me into feeling the happiest in the world, where I dont need anybody but her...im glad she is getting over meand so am I, for her..but I really just want to hold her..i want us to do all the stupid things we use to do..that last line made me feel like crying..fucking bitch.am I too young?.do we just not fit together..she was everything I wanted.sexyhip in my standards..humorous smart as fuck she was like a guy buddy, but with a hot little body, and ex the penis, even though she told me she had onefucking joker am I shallow? Is it wrong to look for looks I know one day Im gonna make a great husband and father. I will not let it fail cant give upunless my wife is fucking some other dudebut why am I thinking about this.. I just talked to her a couple of minutes agofirst time in over a weekshe doesnt want to talk to me because it hurts her tooat least I thinkI think faithfulness is like governmenta dream. It does exist, but the majority of the people dont abide by it. it is easter and Im all alonewell I have dude and I am so thankful for that..i love that dog, hes my counselorI havent eaten all day..but ive been drinking water.. crack without breaking.think about it..toughen upbut dont lose it(psyche)..fail, make mistakes, so you can learn and burrow straight through them.. dont hate..love