bradleyoliver

i f you havent already, check out what made millawake(spelt it wrong) famous, old man river, and the new norma jean album....hey caj, i got that from monuments to masses today...its coo

here is something i wrote today, enjoy:

i love crying

i was walking from one class to the next and i noticed my shoes. worn. the shoelaces are untied, yet i have no desire to tie them. it intrigues me. it is hard for me to think because of people talking around me. i see the strings, or shoe laces pop, i love it. i cant help but to let things be, let it remain fallen apart, it makes life all the better. i walk and walk, and remain staring at my unstrung right foot. i contemplate in my mind about tying my shoe, i know i will eventually tie it, but i put it off. i even walk to my next class and sit down leaving them in their state. i did an abundant amount of thinking. i know itll be tied, that they will be stepped on, and i recently did just a minute ago. i still dont tie it. fuck this over analytical thinking, but it drives me at times. some say knowledge is power, but a lot of times i think it is a disadvantage. it is funny when you relate everything to everything. simplify. make to complicate. fuck love hate. Abstinence. patterns. patterns. patterns. look at shit that is unraveled, and i dont mean literal shit, there is still a pattern. i'll shut up about that. anyways, the shoes, when i am walking and watching the strings pop, they pop in unison, lashing out to the sides, it is musical. i think no differently then the next. we all relate. we all relate! i tied my shoes.

thank goodness for spell and grammar check

i love all who love me.....