bradleyoliver

havent felt like this in a while but...
im super depressed...i dont feel like opening up another journal....
i lost my rosie dog....i made flyers all last night.....but no one has called yet...
ive been sick...i keep having these cough attacks where i feel like i wanna throw up...
i have our first show in austin and i hope i dont fuck it up...
i want to cry...
dude has a bump on him i have never felt before...so i need to take him in....
school shit is piling up and up...
and i dont have a braclet for sxsw...
im so sad...
it will get better...
as i was holding dude right now...i almost had a break down....
i guess all this isnt that bad....
fuck it...
im gonna go see spinto band tonight...even though i shoudnt....
i dont know...
i dont know if im up for poppy fucking music right now....
i wish i could shut down like a computer...erase all my data...and reboot....
this is a hectic time for me right now....
enough bitching...
im gonna try to play piano.....
then maybe work on bullshit work....
but probably not....
i will put it off till i get mroe stressed and just fucking shoot myself...
up with heroin,,,
haha...
i made a joke ....
fuck......
fuck.
im gonna go