NEED, WHAT I NEED
so yesterday was a day.....
woke up, started cleaning....decided tooter mc tooder needed some squeaky toys...
done
(a honking duck and a squeaky cotton man)
wanted some awesome barbque with green bean casorole and macaroni
done
needed some chords for the band....
done
buy some bleach and purple dye at sallys...
kaboom
done
and last but not least i picked up some mice for monty...poor mice they were adolecent mice since they didnt have adult..and one of them was a dalmation moo cow mouse....=(...i hate feeding him that kind.....
like it makes a difference.....
anyways...i started cleaning more....
ew i fogot!
i trimmed the trees yesterday too...broke a sweat.....ohhhhh yeahhhhhhhhhhh
and guess what kind of grocerys i got yesterday?
i dont feel like naming all but.....this one just has to be shown

remember these mother fuckers...!
man i remember them being a lot more sour when i was a kid...
maybe my taste buds are dead...
me and jesse always buy a lot of candy........
all we did last night was get stoned and watch ghost in the shell and old mr. shows
i am so lame....in a good way...the kind of way where women want you and the men want to be you....
oley!
ive been traveling too much...
i am soooooooooooooooo glad school is starting..i love it!
hopefully i will stop smoking weed...but i always say that at the begining of every school year...
i need to go to the the DPS department....because i lost my id in mcallen texas fucker!!!!!!!!!!
plus i need to go to the doctor.....
i want the thom yorke cd too...
i need to get back into music......
last good show i saw was
from monuments to masses
by the end of tonight
and a band called swarms of swallows or something....(very disrespectful for me not remembering)
before that is was
juana molina and jose gonzales in vancouver...i miss canada..
i wish i never had to travel it by myself...i freaked myself out near the end...
but who needs people eh??
(i try to tell myself that)
this boy is too dependent and i blame it on his overlywonderfully loving mother....
who i treat like poop sometimes cause sometimes she is too much....
i need to learn how to control my anger...
i just recently lost a friend...(not death)
a really good friend...
i cussed her out.....but we had past feelings....
i cussed her out infront of the new guy she was talking to...
at like 7 in the morning drunk off of like 7 bottles of wine..(community wine)....
im an ass..
this isnt the first time...
i need to suppress my sexual appetite...it is not good for me...
not at all...
i need to stop smoking weed and masturbating to the computer....
if you guys like that pic of me up there, awesome! it is me in monte real in mexico
thisisit was with me up there...it is soooooo beautiful....
next time i go i am taking a women...so she can fall in love with me and bare my babies...
that pic is at least 2 years old i think....maybe not....
time is a blur...
right now i have a full beard...i look like a man!
and my hair looks gayer......ha
i started painting again a little bit...
i still need to get my 2 paintings that are set up at the university...
i want to post them...
i just never go to my school since it is 20 mins away...but once school starts.....booyah...
why do we die
(with)songs in out eyes
minds to chew
(with)teeth that choose
jump on in
the water is cold
wet your toes,
wet your souls
i cant swim
is all youre sold
wonder what it would be like
cause youve only been told....
that's old.....
i write too much nonsense...but in the nosense i find stuff that i like,,,,stuff with meaning...
if you look deep enough into fucking anything you can find meaning...even if it is made up
so yesterday was a day.....
woke up, started cleaning....decided tooter mc tooder needed some squeaky toys...
done
(a honking duck and a squeaky cotton man)
wanted some awesome barbque with green bean casorole and macaroni
done
needed some chords for the band....
done
buy some bleach and purple dye at sallys...
kaboom
done
and last but not least i picked up some mice for monty...poor mice they were adolecent mice since they didnt have adult..and one of them was a dalmation moo cow mouse....=(...i hate feeding him that kind.....
like it makes a difference.....
anyways...i started cleaning more....
ew i fogot!
i trimmed the trees yesterday too...broke a sweat.....ohhhhh yeahhhhhhhhhhh
and guess what kind of grocerys i got yesterday?
i dont feel like naming all but.....this one just has to be shown

remember these mother fuckers...!
man i remember them being a lot more sour when i was a kid...
maybe my taste buds are dead...
me and jesse always buy a lot of candy........
all we did last night was get stoned and watch ghost in the shell and old mr. shows
i am so lame....in a good way...the kind of way where women want you and the men want to be you....
oley!
ive been traveling too much...
i am soooooooooooooooo glad school is starting..i love it!
hopefully i will stop smoking weed...but i always say that at the begining of every school year...
i need to go to the the DPS department....because i lost my id in mcallen texas fucker!!!!!!!!!!
plus i need to go to the doctor.....
i want the thom yorke cd too...
i need to get back into music......
last good show i saw was
from monuments to masses
by the end of tonight
and a band called swarms of swallows or something....(very disrespectful for me not remembering)
before that is was
juana molina and jose gonzales in vancouver...i miss canada..
i wish i never had to travel it by myself...i freaked myself out near the end...
but who needs people eh??
(i try to tell myself that)
this boy is too dependent and i blame it on his overlywonderfully loving mother....
who i treat like poop sometimes cause sometimes she is too much....
i need to learn how to control my anger...
i just recently lost a friend...(not death)
a really good friend...
i cussed her out.....but we had past feelings....
i cussed her out infront of the new guy she was talking to...
at like 7 in the morning drunk off of like 7 bottles of wine..(community wine)....
im an ass..
this isnt the first time...
i need to suppress my sexual appetite...it is not good for me...
not at all...
i need to stop smoking weed and masturbating to the computer....
if you guys like that pic of me up there, awesome! it is me in monte real in mexico
thisisit was with me up there...it is soooooo beautiful....
next time i go i am taking a women...so she can fall in love with me and bare my babies...
that pic is at least 2 years old i think....maybe not....
time is a blur...
right now i have a full beard...i look like a man!
and my hair looks gayer......ha
i started painting again a little bit...
i still need to get my 2 paintings that are set up at the university...
i want to post them...
i just never go to my school since it is 20 mins away...but once school starts.....booyah...
why do we die
(with)songs in out eyes
minds to chew
(with)teeth that choose
jump on in
the water is cold
wet your toes,
wet your souls
i cant swim
is all youre sold
wonder what it would be like
cause youve only been told....
that's old.....
i write too much nonsense...but in the nosense i find stuff that i like,,,,stuff with meaning...
if you look deep enough into fucking anything you can find meaning...even if it is made up
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you are gifted
so impressive the way we can play with words , with senses
you look like you just pulled off a magic trick...haha do you remember the david copperfield skit on conan? thats you in your picture exactly