goodness, digital ash in a digital ern, if thats what its called, always make me feel good listening to it..........farkn a......heres to a night in the bar scene in sweet ol mcallenfuckntexas....yippeeedoo..........they place where i have to explain how weird i am.....ok, maybe im exagerating....i am i little stonededer.... maybe i shouldnt drink...maybe i should read a book....weave a necklace........nope....i think i need to have...
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micajah:
BarBQ at mi casa manana! Party! Fiesta! Pachanga! Charanga!
bradleyoliver:
i hate how everyone here is obbsessed with drugs, i mean, i do drugs and all too, but i dont make it a full conversation, maybe i do sound that stupid when i talk about pot or beer, i dont know......i just had to get that out..........nobody down here is cultured, i wanna have spice in convo's, i want people to be on the same page when i talk about certain shit......and all my friends that are like that either have school or a good job.....so...im just bored in mcallen, wondering around, all that hoopla and jazz.......im gonna get into more trouble, this place asks for trouble...................and im gonna give it to um'..........in tha butt! 
sorry about that last entry....i was drunk and emotional....VERY emotional......... thats why i shouldnt have a journal, but at least i get to get it all out......anyways im cold and i just wanted to explain that..... 
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einjunge:
no need for apologies for drunken ramblings...
(i had a good opportunity to talk to ___iana today, and i fucking blew it!!!! gah, i hate myself. no apologies needed for you, and no excuses possible for me.
)
(i had a good opportunity to talk to ___iana today, and i fucking blew it!!!! gah, i hate myself. no apologies needed for you, and no excuses possible for me.
)
horton:
So much fun
never trust the stars when youre about to fall in love....but i always do....and by do i mean find a false meaning of falling in love....i love this girl named ann.....but i cant........i have too big of a heart.....ok, just to let you know im drunk...enough said, right?..........fuck!.....so i went to this shitty club in my home town where they had this band that remade...
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micajah:
I Love You! I called you last night to come to the studio but your phone wasn't working.
I got the extended box set of lord of the rings! ♥
I got the extended box set of lord of the rings! ♥
einjunge:
a fucking fuck fuck? don't be so hard on yourself.
i love you, too! partytime bitches!!!
i love you, too! partytime bitches!!!
only trust your heart, by stan getz, astrud and joao gilberto
Never trust the stars
When you're about to fall in love
Look for hidden signs or you'll begin to sigh
Never trust the moon
When you're about to taste his kiss
He knows all the lines and knows how to lie
Just wait for a night
When the skies are all bare and then...
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Never trust the stars
When you're about to fall in love
Look for hidden signs or you'll begin to sigh
Never trust the moon
When you're about to taste his kiss
He knows all the lines and knows how to lie
Just wait for a night
When the skies are all bare and then...
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einjunge:
i don't know her name. i caught the end of it today when her friend said, "bye _____iana."
i think she's hispanic.. i dunno. it's not just me. she's kinda hard to talk to.
i'll be sure and drink an extra shot of whiskey before i go to the college for better state of mind.
i think she's hispanic.. i dunno. it's not just me. she's kinda hard to talk to.
i'll be sure and drink an extra shot of whiskey before i go to the college for better state of mind.
einjunge:
i'll see what i can do. i usually use the "quiet lil' boy, why there's no way he could rape you" approach, but my batting average is kinda low with it. i'll try these "jokes" you speak of.
im weird, when i masturbate i try to think of every girl ive been with.........i have new pictures 
bradleyoliver:
sorry if anyone is offended by my "masturbating talk," i just say whats in my head....take it or leave it.....plus, im sure you men dont wanna hear anything about, or at least i hope you dont, if you do, fine, but dont tell me please........i dont like the thought of boys thinking about my weiner..... OhMyFucknGod
OhMyFucknGod
bradleyoliver:
old old old
dude. thank you journal for letting me vent so much and haveing people like you(sg members) reading it and helping me out at times....by making me laugh...or reason.....or to make me feel pretty...hahaha...ok that was gay........anyways.....i did the whole mangina thing again last night....this time for girls......hahaha................fuckin a...they took a picture....im a photo whore when im drunker than a skunk.....feww............ok so i was hung over...
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bradleyoliver:
dude ....i love you.....i hate fucking click parties.....snoody weiner shankers............chicks..a plus............one that makes up an excuse to fuck another dude....priceless...........next time im there at HD hahaaha, HD, picking up a nail gun....i'll pick one up........theyre so hard to find in austin........................ man i got this one blood brother song in my head but i cant remember the name....i just remember theres a lot of oh ah oh ah oh or *something like that*
*this should sound like a hardfore beaner mexicano, si maricon jalapeno
man i got this one blood brother song in my head but i cant remember the name....i just remember theres a lot of oh ah oh ah oh or *something like that*
*this should sound like a hardfore beaner mexicano, si maricon jalapeno
bradleyoliver:
FUCK! i always type shit to other people in my own journal....why god..............why?..........jesus?....you there?.....its me brad.....yeah...........ok ill get you a rock and a fish with teeth........................................................do what?....................................your fucking sick........oh shit .....im sorry.....i fogot you were god..........sandwich? no?...ok ill stop this......
[Edited on Apr 17, 2005 9:55PM]
[Edited on Apr 17, 2005 9:55PM]
i broke down today.....somebody was fucking with my parts, somebody and my fear for a loved ones safety......and im a fragile machine.........i cant really talk about what is going on, but crying and numbness helpped out a lot.....i was sitting on my bathroom floor in my boxers staring at my self through this fish eye mirror thats is about 3 feet in diameter.....i was sitting...
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micajah:
Oh shit your coming down! I ♥ ♥ ♥ you. CHUUUUUUUUUPS!
saida:
babe, you have no idea how much i can relate to the brother thing... its a long story that I wont get into on here.. but he is very very sick.. the same kind of sick you spoke of.. and he was clinicly diagnosed 6 years ago.. I still cant deal, although I am always trying to accept it, "I get so angry that Im angry".
Tend to your roots baby...
And I really do need to follow my own advise sometimes.. thatnk you for reminding me!
Tend to your roots baby...
And I really do need to follow my own advise sometimes.. thatnk you for reminding me!
awww, yes....beautiful fuckin spring......im listening to four tets version of iron man...weird.........dude! q and not u this week!!! hooplahooray....a hip hoppa hooray hoo-ro hooray hoo-ro!!!! dude i wish tag team or onyx still toured, it would be the shit, and bring back memories.....yep......i ate a cheeseburger really fast and i feel like my heart is seeping blood everywhere......i saw sin city again.....god...thats all i have...
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einjunge:
i only dance when i dj. i bet i look funny, 'cause i gots no touch.
alyk:
Chloe was in party monster, american psycho, and boys don't cry...but, more importantly, she dresses like an asshole... 
i got new peek-tures..... and finally some of dude 
bradleyoliver:
the best way to bullshit the world is to tell the truth......
bradleyoliver:
my dude
i feel like throwing up right now....not just cause its physical, but i feel like there is something more behind it..... im listening to devendra right now, i havent listen to this cd in a while, kind of played it out....eh.........im drinking big red....and i ate shitty chicken....i think that might be whats making me wanna barf........barf, haha that reminds me of space balls......i hate...
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rockadiva:
hehe, your comment reminded me of something....a friend of mine was being goofy and going to fart on another friend, decided to pull his pants down to do it, and ended up shitting all down his leg...it was priceless... 
littlemitten:
i hope you're feeling better, pukeface... <3