It sucks being in a room full of people you know and it seems that you are the only one alone. Feeling alone and when you reach out for help, people reject you like youre infected with infectious diseases. It gives you enough reasons to internally tie your self up, blockade the doors, you think you are making yourself tough. Self sufficient and stuff. But you know what its okay to ask for help and if they parade around like they are 100% okay then they are feeding into the lies that they tell themselves. Its okay to be alone just dont shut every one out because help may come from the last person you thought.