So sorry about not updatng in awhile. So i flianlly talked to someone about my mom's death without saying there 2 cents; They also listnined about my granpda's death it was great. I am going to get more professional help so i cnan finaly get help with the deaths. Hopefully i will get out of my depressed mood. I really want to but i feel like no one is my true friend. My buddy steve is the only one who listened without gibving his 2 cents about it when he has no knowlege it was really nice. I really wants to help me but i dn't know how
