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And...BOOM goes the dynamite.



So. Here we go. I am officially single. It has been a while since it's been the Bradley show. We will see how it goes. I am nervous and kind of scared but I am ready for it. I am beating myself up for breaking the heart of someone that I was so in love with for so long, but thats why I had to let him go. I care about him so much and will always love him, but something in me has changed. I do not see myself with him in the end anymore. I thought he would be my happily ever after for so long and that somehow has changed. I don't know what brought it on or why I suddenly had this moment of clarity, if you can call it that, and I care about him and love him enough to not drag him along while I try and figure it all out. I just know that the longer i tried to hang on the worse it would hurt both of us in the end.

So, I have been kicking off my single life with a few changes. I need to plant my own garden instead of waiting for someone to buy me flowers.

On a lighter note....

I got a new tattoo. Its fucking awesome.

I got a dog! Tyler wouldn't let me have one and the newly single me needs something to throw my love and attention into. He is a 4 year old tea cup chihuahua. His name is Sue (if you dont get the reference I am extremely disappointed).

I went to Players yesterday with my roommate and cheered on the 49ers. That was so fun!

I went to bunco with my mom!

I met SANTA!!

Hung out with my best friend

Worked my rear end off

Got an EPIC beer pong table from my momma for christmas

Defaced someone's christmas decorations

Went to the tanning bed

Took some pictures of my boobs

Went shopping

All in all I have been pretty productive.

I am heading down to LA at the end of the month to shoot with Milloux! Thats going to be amazing, Just what I need! Annnddd while I'm down there I am going to see my amazing friends Mr Rubin and Mr Catherwood. I can't wait. It will be just what I need.

Well. Thats the latest haps. I know I am probably forgetting stuff but I'll have to update you later. Things to do, people to see. haha.

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xoxo
Bradley

BIG EDIT!! I FORGOT SOMETHING HUGE!! I had an audition with Playboy and lets just say it went very very well keep them fingers crossed.