Tuesday Apr 24, 2007

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isn't life funny!
Especially misery... I have experienced so much misery, but I still prefer happiness.

most people prerfer misery though, and that makes it hard for me to relate to people in l.a!

Friday Apr 20, 2007

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happy 420!!!

oh my I am so hungover from last nite... but that's what a hundred dollar bar tab'll get you everytime!!!!

oh yeah and anyone know anything about entertainment law I love you and I want you to contact me. kiss
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gangstaswan:
Oh, it's not a matter of him loving me. He loved my craziness.

He couldn't handle my commitment issues. It's not fair to ask him to understand my need to kiss/fool around with (but not necessarily sleep with) other people.
lexxahavoc:
Hey Happy Pants!!

I'm hoping to be on the West Coast by end of July begining of Aug. Although, we are having incredible weather here right now, so I'm content for the time being. smile

Wednesday Apr 18, 2007

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alright! back into the swing of things!!

I did my taxes... and I'm getting back more than I expected! Exciting, and I got my raise and the adjustment check since they bitched my first new check so now that I add all that up I'm excited about how much it is!

So I am really just waiting for it to get warm out.. that, and...
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phoenixgirl:
Sounds like things are going good!

Tuesday Apr 10, 2007

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I was made from reels left out of the feature
so if you like bad scenes i'm your creature
Enter these embarrassing moments
tantrums and unclear omens
Arrange the things i marry
dress up what i cant bury
Guilty pops in a jumble of shortwaves
cracking jokes trying to appear brave
I should know by now...

where the waves are highest
where the house of...
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phoenixgirl:
Speaking of member, I have seen yours somewhere around here...very nice!
braaap:
yeah, it fell out for a second there, but I noticed and put it back where it belongs... blush

Thursday Apr 05, 2007

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hmmm...
so I like to have fun

I tend to say fuck that noise if something doesn't sound like fun.
Some might say life isn't fun and I need to accept that.
I say I know life isn't fun, that's why I made it my mission to focus on bringing fun to life.
but at times there is no way, or at least no appropriate...
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phoenixgirl:
I think your awesome, and I have been feeling the same way myself...I used tio be really negative, it still comes and goes, but a lot better than I was, you are right, every day is beautiful, and we should be happy. I am happy that your my friend kiss kiss
clio:
Yeah, I guess it does happen to a lot of people, but why someone would want to pretend to be me is just too weird to comprehend. I assumed it was a girl because her profile says "female" wink

xoxo

Wednesday Apr 04, 2007

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back to work...

my weekend was very different.

I'll go all the way back to Friday.

Friday I had a date with a girl after work, and I was borderline giddy about it most of the day. SHe flaked on me around 4, so i was grumpy the rest of the day, but that's ok, because I think because I was so grumpy I was...
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phoenixgirl:
Girl A sounds like she is jerking you around...dont waste your time waiting around for her...and congrats on the raise!!
violetred:
aww...these girls are SO lame!

i have never flaked on a date like that before, it's just wrong mad

and regarding the laundry...i will have to stop by when i get out to LA, someday soon wink

Friday Mar 30, 2007

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So this morning I am so dissapointed.

I have typed like 5 posts and keep erasing them
I dunno if I'm embaassed or if I'm just uncertain. but I'll just say that I was really exoecting/looking forward to getting a phone call from someone yesterday and didn't

and when I woke up there's a voice mail but not from her. And I check my bank...
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phoenixgirl:
IM sorry to hear that, but dont jump to conclusions just yet...
lexxahavoc:
Awe. I hope she calls!!

Saturday Mar 24, 2007

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what a long fuking nite. I'm going to bed exactly 6 minutes before my alarim is usally set ot go off.

lets just assume I will be dragging major ass at work today!!

or tweaked out on 20 coffeesa nd monsters!!!

ps it was a fukking ton of fun though and worth all the upcoming misery.... quick nap then to work
puke
shocked
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lexxahavoc:
Where did you go last night?
phoenixgirl:
Im taking meds, and they help, ,,,,i have never taken drugs of any kind, i just need to relax an d focus on other things, then i will feel better, or get laid... wink

Wednesday Mar 14, 2007

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back at work.....

I have been SO irresponsible with my money lately, and I don't know why. I feel so stupid about it too.
I fukking hate money. I feel like it is my mortal enemy and my way to destroy it is to spend it.

I feel like saying fuk money, but that makes me sound like like I'm 20 again, and I already...
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frankenberry:
I bet that's a great pick me up! The rips just go without saying. Thank god for rips. Now if only it'll rain money! smile
hairyfatback:
It also works with a visible camera. You just have to keep on moaning and shaking it around so that people think it's haunted... which might make some of the pictures blurry. It's a challenge being invisible, I tells ya.

Monday Mar 12, 2007

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what a weekend.

I feel lucky to still be alive. But I am, and I am broke, but I guess I'm hungover enough that all I'll probably do is rip a few bongloads and play motorstorm anyway.
Saturday nite I ended up doing coke for the first time in probably 8-9 years. Of course it wasn't like I did a line of coke, they had...
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lexylou:
the comic book affect was created using a program called Comic Life that came with my macbook pro. Its super easy and fun!
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