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hmmm...
so I like to have fun

I tend to say fuck that noise if something doesn't sound like fun.
Some might say life isn't fun and I need to accept that.
I say I know life isn't fun, that's why I made it my mission to focus on bringing fun to life.
but at times there is no way, or at least no appropriate...
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phoenixgirl:
I think your awesome, and I have been feeling the same way myself...I used tio be really negative, it still comes and goes, but a lot better than I was, you are right, every day is beautiful, and we should be happy. I am happy that your my friend kiss kiss
clio:
Yeah, I guess it does happen to a lot of people, but why someone would want to pretend to be me is just too weird to comprehend. I assumed it was a girl because her profile says "female" wink

xoxo
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back to work...

my weekend was very different.

I'll go all the way back to Friday.

Friday I had a date with a girl after work, and I was borderline giddy about it most of the day. SHe flaked on me around 4, so i was grumpy the rest of the day, but that's ok, because I think because I was so grumpy I was...
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phoenixgirl:
Girl A sounds like she is jerking you around...dont waste your time waiting around for her...and congrats on the raise!!
violetred:
aww...these girls are SO lame!

i have never flaked on a date like that before, it's just wrong mad

and regarding the laundry...i will have to stop by when i get out to LA, someday soon wink
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So this morning I am so dissapointed.

I have typed like 5 posts and keep erasing them
I dunno if I'm embaassed or if I'm just uncertain. but I'll just say that I was really exoecting/looking forward to getting a phone call from someone yesterday and didn't

and when I woke up there's a voice mail but not from her. And I check my bank...
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phoenixgirl:
IM sorry to hear that, but dont jump to conclusions just yet...
lexxahavoc:
Awe. I hope she calls!!
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what a long fuking nite. I'm going to bed exactly 6 minutes before my alarim is usally set ot go off.

lets just assume I will be dragging major ass at work today!!

or tweaked out on 20 coffeesa nd monsters!!!

ps it was a fukking ton of fun though and worth all the upcoming misery.... quick nap then to work
puke
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lexxahavoc:
Where did you go last night?
phoenixgirl:
Im taking meds, and they help, ,,,,i have never taken drugs of any kind, i just need to relax an d focus on other things, then i will feel better, or get laid... wink
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back at work.....

I have been SO irresponsible with my money lately, and I don't know why. I feel so stupid about it too.
I fukking hate money. I feel like it is my mortal enemy and my way to destroy it is to spend it.

I feel like saying fuk money, but that makes me sound like like I'm 20 again, and I already...
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frankenberry:
I bet that's a great pick me up! The rips just go without saying. Thank god for rips. Now if only it'll rain money! smile
hairyfatback:
It also works with a visible camera. You just have to keep on moaning and shaking it around so that people think it's haunted... which might make some of the pictures blurry. It's a challenge being invisible, I tells ya.
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what a weekend.

I feel lucky to still be alive. But I am, and I am broke, but I guess I'm hungover enough that all I'll probably do is rip a few bongloads and play motorstorm anyway.
Saturday nite I ended up doing coke for the first time in probably 8-9 years. Of course it wasn't like I did a line of coke, they had...
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lexylou:
the comic book affect was created using a program called Comic Life that came with my macbook pro. Its super easy and fun!
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so there's a 50% chance I'll have a day off tomorrow, so I bought another motorcycle tonite. I know it was awful frivolous, but I love it and It is so much fun~ I can't wait to ride it when it's hot out!

It was cold tonite but I'll just say I was havin fun anyway!
If I get stuck working tomorrow I will be...
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oh my gosh another week gone by... I made it to pay day and only managed to blow 80 bux last nite at the bar!
last nite was great, so many women at that place and not too crowded... just a bit too loud to talk to most of the INSANELY hot chicks!

Tonite is gonna be awesome, 80's karaoke at alex's in long beach...
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madscience_7:
Does your username have anything to do with rotary engines?
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saturday is here!!!

so I feel good again today, I think the weather plays a big part in it, also because I'm pretty much DEAD BROKE I haven't gone out in 2 nites. 2 nites w/ no drinking, I even went to the gym last nite and again this morning before work!
I have to admit it really makes me wanna go out tonite though......
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twinkie:
You need to write to the site and tell them to make stuff for dudes!
bowie:
I miss my Boston friends more than the actual city. They had really nice boobies. biggrin
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mmm... feeling much better today, and I know today is gonna rock!

man I went and saw dave attell and joe rogan (and like 5 other comedians) last night, and I don't think I've ever seen a show where EVERY fukking comedian was so funny! Ususallly you sit through some pretty medio-core jokes waiting for whoever you came to see... but even the kid they...
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what the fuk is wrong with me...
so I am in a perpetual identity crisis or maybe I am just completely nuts. I want so many things that are pretty much mutually exclusive. I guess everyone wants to eat their cake and have it too, but I really want to eat my cake and eat some pie and I hate sweets!

I grew up basically...
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once in a while I get like this... self contemplative, self examining and pretty depressed in general. This site is wierd, cuz these are the kind of girls I've loved and lusted after since Jr High watching home movies of slayer concerts and going to punk shows in chicago, but I live in LA now, and I can't meet anyone I'm attracted to or think...
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princass:
Got me - I would have guessed LA would be the place to be. I'm from Wisconsin and there's not many attractive/cool girls here, so I'm not quite sure where they reside unless you're into the farm girl type? Oh, and everyone is overweight here for the most part. What can I say, home of MILK, CHEESE, and BEER...none of which are good elements for a diet. LA must be amazing compared to here...

I feel like there's an overabundance of SG's in the UK and Canada though. haha. And Christmas wasn't THAT long ago... a lot of people have it a lot worse than you. Have a good day smile