br0k3n_grrrl

yay! tomorrow is pay day, and i'm so fucking broke. i can't believe i'm this low on cash... been a long ass time since it's been this close. kind of pissed because got a huge ass bill on my cell, so now i'm gonna get a new phone and get unlimited. i just couldn't believe how much shit they charged separately for... that was verizon...
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I didn't have to get up at 4am, but it was for a fucked up reason. I don't want to get into details but I'm very PISSED OFF now. And don't know what to do about a babysitter. It's a somewhat long story... point is I'm pissed! So I'm stuck home today doing tons of housework, and putting out a bunch of money, and losing...
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hey everyone, just doing a million things online at the same time. been trying to find people in my area to add on SG and Myspace, and my Yahoo Messenger. Been joining more groups and trying to update things. Downloading a bunch of music. Gotta go to work again tomorrow, can't believe the weekend is over already. But I'm off labor day, gonna go hang...
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Just got up... First time I got to sleep past 4:30 in a week... yay! It was funny that I woke up right before 4:30, then I got to go back to sleep... and finally got up a little after 9. Can't write a whole lot now because we're getting ready to go to the park and meet up with dan's mom and her husband,...
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Damn it's Thursday already, I'm so fucking tired still. At least during the day I'm more awake, but it hits me toward the end of training, and it's so hard to fall asleep even though I'm dead tired. But we're learning some really cool shit that I'm not allowed to tell anyone about. Well I'm gonna cook out some big ass T-bone steaks tonight with...
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OMG!!! I've been so fucking tired the past two days... gotta get up at 4:30 and leave by 5:15 to get there 10 mins early. If I stop anywhere for anything (food, gas, etc) I just barely make it on time. I don't think it matters how much sleep I actually get... I could sleep 10 hours and get up at 4:30 and be tired...
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well i start work tomorrow... been 5 years since i've worked. holy crap! still can't get over how long it's been. I am so ready to have something to do that doesn't stress me out as much as school. So I plan on starting back in Winter quarter which starts in January. As long as I can change my schedule by then or at least...
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FUCK YEAH!!! I got a job. Damn I haven't worked in fucking going on 5 damn years. Been on SSI for back and mental reasons and been in decent health again lately. Went back to school for 3 quarters... on the dean's list too... but I'm way too stressed, I need a break, and I need the money. I even left this morning feeling shitty...
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Went up to Dayton last night to Nite Owl bar and saw Broadzilla, they're fucking good! Hung out with PunkNiteMike and ModVayne again. Wish more people in our Dayton - Cincy SG group would show up. Took forever to get there because I got lost. There was construction on the highway, so the exit I was supposed to take wasn't there at all, and ended...
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Damn I'm in a fucked up mood right now. My bf is being all wierd on me... he's been all nosey about what I'm talking to ppl about online. ( I haven't chatted online since I met him til lately ) And he's all into the cell phone since he knows I text through my yahoo messenger sometimes. I have no idea what he thinks....
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