bpf333

Ugh. Coming up on the year mark from when my gf of 5 years pulled the trigger and dumped me. I've come very far since then, meeting new people, going out with new girls, basically rebuilding my life. But there's something missing. I had a very good time for most of this weekend, went to friends' parties, did a 5k with some other friends so that basically my whole weekend was taken up with seeing people. But now, at the end of the day, I leave all these people who return to their significant others or other friends, and I return my apartment and despite knowing I do have people that care, I still wind up feeling incredibly alone. It really sucks. It doesn't help that this girl who I'd really gotten along with and had basically been dating has barely said two words to me since she returned from her vacation. Just up and stopped. Being alone can just suck sometimes.