Well this is the fifth night that I have had trouble sleeping. Everytime I lay down to sleep I think of Jill in Marie's arms. People keep telling me that I will get over this. That it hurts right now and it gets better. I believe them but I dont know if I want to get over losing the love of my life. It is...
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Well Jill moved into her girlfriends place today. Which means that we will not but talking as much as we normally do. Because Marie her girlfriend doesnt like me very much. She thinks that I stole Jill from her, which I didn't. I knew that it was going to be hard for me to hear from her in SF, but I wasnt sure how hard....
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ryan:
there is a group called the break up club... helped me tons and it's a great support. the break up club
Well not much is going on with me. Schools sucks and I hate it but whats new right. I'm starting to really look into moving to portland next fall for school. I think that I would be really great. It would still have trees and water but a much bigger city then I live in now. There would be some many things to do there...
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Well I just started my very own group. Bi-boys. I wasnt sure how many bi guys are here and I'm still not but I figured that it would be nice to have a group. Well anyway. I found out that Jill is going to SF in eight days. I really hate that she is oging but I know that she wants to so I just...
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lilmissmorbid:
Dude that sucks that you ganked your pictures down.. ugh....
Why'd you do such a thing.
Why'd you do such a thing.
Well I just cut my hair and changed my picture to it. Originally I had the long mohawk. But now I have more of the Robert DeNiro Taxi Driver Mohawk. I like it but my moms says that I cant have it when we go to Arizona for Christmas. I can understand that. I dont think I would want to get that much shit from...
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Well I just took down my photoset in BCB because my ex-girlfriend had issues with it. At first I didn't understand where she was coming from but now I do. She was the first person that I ever felt comfortable being naked in front of and now sharing my body with all of you it makes what we shared as a couple less special. I...
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Well I just bought a digital camera the other day. So hopefully I will be getting more Army points becuase of my sticker photos. I would try and get people to join but I cant find anyone in my town that even remotely looks like they might enjoy this site. Well until later.
lilmissmorbid:
So when might we see some pics of your sexy ass self?
Well I just put up my first set in the big cudly boys group. So if you are so inclined you can see me naked there. But if not I understand. Well other then that not much has been going on. I hope that everyone is getting ready for a great weekend. Well thats about all for now.
lilmissmorbid:
Hiya sexy 
comradebuttons:
aww ya think I'm cute? that's so sweet. 
Well I just got out of photography class with my first developed prints. I had no idea that photography could be so fulfilling. I know that getting good pictures is one thing but being able to see the paper transform is so exciting. Well if i get around to it I might post some of them in my pictures section. Well later. Hope some one...
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jen:
Thank you so much for your lovely mail!
I know that a lot of people are trying to help me get over Jill. But the problem that I see is that she is going to San Francisco to be with her old girlfriend. She tell me that she loves her more but I dont know if I want to or even if I can believe her. I truly hope that she comes back...
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[Edited on Nov 09, 2004 10:21AM]