bowtoboot

Ex girlfriend is calling me, blocking her number just to hear me talk. creepy and sweet at the same time. I miss her, but cant let her string me along this way, her break up with me was writing on facebook that she was married to someone else, lol. i miss her.

Went out with my friends last night. I was having a great time, till the ex decided she was coming along, made a scene, started a fight, ruined the fucking night. Seriously, not even 1 fucking night to myself?

Wrote a paper for english, studied subnetting for networking, saw bad teacher (not a bad movie at all), and now for a night of video games and beer.

ugh, feel like shit. i think i got heat exhaustion. My cat isnt making resting any easier, lol

hmmm i think i was just made a booty call... mmm... i dont know how to feel. getting laid... awesome, spending time with the girl i love... awesome... knowing i will never let it go any further cuz i know shes gonna hurt me again... not awesome

She came and visited me. she even kissed me. she later told me she was jealous when i was at my wrestling match and my ex was in the bar next door... odd behavior for someone who never loved me. For now im just not going to look that deep into it. im not setting myself up for another heart break, regardless of how much...
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Before she broke it off forever... I bought her a ring to solidify it forever... I was gonna propose

not to be ostentatious but... i know most people on this site can relate when they feel songs speak to them... one of the reasons i chosed my lifes fucked up path... listen to metallica "one"... ya'll rock

lame... new tattoo is infected, already completely lost ink in several places... thank goodness the ex who left me broke, also took my anti bacterial shit cuz "she needed it more"... ill figure something out, but in the mean time any poor boy disinfectant ideas?

Still mendin the broken heart, but doing alot better. just focusing on school. Probably gonna go see the green lantern. keeps the mind off of BS.