Got wound up over a girl again... liked her alot, and just blew it by being nervous around her... now shes leaving me. im really gonna miss this one. i smiled alot around her. felt like it was o.k. to be myself, no need to impress her... but she was never my girl, no matter how much i wanted it, lol. i've never had someone who just being near you, made you more confident, sane, and yet makes you want to do the funnest, most INSANE things you can think of for the thrill of a lifetime memory............. im drunk....