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So long time no blog SG!

I guess I could say a lot has happended, but would you expect any less from me?

I broke up with my boyfriend In May after he went to Prague with his friends, only to continue sleeping with him for two months after. Basically started acting like we were still together, He said he wanted to try again... then I found a shit ton of messages from a girl he met he Prague alone the lines of fucking her up against the lockers etc. And he had been seeing her ever since. To the point were he would cry because I had slept with someone else, yet spout all this ballshit about I was the only person hed been near and only thought about me, and us. I haven't had the sinking feeling in years, can't say I missed it much. So I shouted and cried a hell of a lot, and have ignored every text, e-mail and message ever since. It feels good to be back in control. But I can't help but think my trust is eternally shattered.

I went to Sonisphere, Ieper and Reading festival this summer. I had an awesome time in Brussels with Keiko and Lula. I moved in to a boys tent, and decorated it... a step too far maybe? That boy is now my boyfriend, and currenting is the course for the stupidly large smile on my face.


The lease expired on our house a couple of weeks ago, I was meant to be moving to the US, but due to paperwork over running (I know! Who'd of gussed right?) that's been put on hold. And I have had to move home... which I am hating like you wouldn't believe.

I have an interview for a university course I would love to do. Japenese and film studies. Exciting stuff. I guess things are looking up finally. Oh, and did I mention I got my best friend back? Ya know, the one I always blog about that we lost touch when she went to Aus for a year, and we felt alkward getting back to that place. Finally got back there, and I wouldn't lose her again, not for the fucking world!











A special note to my beautiful friend Lula who left us this week to move to Australia. Watch out Aus, you have one amazing girl heading your way. Please take care of her <3



I'll leave you with a collection I like to call "SMIEYES" This is what happenes when you drink too much and take too many drugs. You take turns being Nigel Barker from ANTM. The cycle were they have the shoot in the pool with just their eyes? Ours is much scariar...