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inside my new apartment and my room is all cleaned up and my girlfriend is asleep in my bed in her mesh panties and i'm so close to being asleep but i'm still awake. she's rolled up against (and facing) the wall, i pulled the covers down revealing her shoulders and the top of her back. the glow from the tv made her look tanned....
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finch:
you never post in my journal anymore and i never get to talk to you. unfortunately i don't really expect that to change

i just want you to know that i miss you. and i hope you're well.
derceto:
thanks again man, i really appreciate everything you did for me this weekend both giving me a place to stay and keeping me enterntained. i'm fucking horrible at saying thanks in person blush that's why i was there like "ummm, thanks". it really did mean a lot to me, thanks again

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I SAID LISTEN BABY, YOU REALLY WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND
drawled slowly by boundcreature

It really happened.

I guess, throughout the planning and ideation stages, I just assumed that they would never go through with it. I mean, shit, on the night of their initial engagement (Christmas Eve, 2003) he had a fucking heart attack! But, they ambled on for a few more years, broke up and...
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lexie:
6pm, no problem. I shall be there. I'm not sure about the movie tho, i'll have to wait and see tomorrow if i'm up for it.
aoife:
you might help.

he emailed me again last night. it's so weird and frustrating and aggravating and yet it's reassuring as well. each time it's like "a-HA! you DO love me too."
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I'm starting to feel like my stepfather's dog Zippy, sitting in the apartment, pacing back and forth, waiting desperately for ThePants to get home from work. I shall do everything in my power to not bowl him over, Marmaduke-style when he walks in the door and slobber all over his work shirt.










When I write a decent entry again, it'll be a doozy.
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palo:
My arms feel detached from my body.
derceto:
alright, cool. the place i stayed at on beacon street last summer was all resindential parking only on the street with permits and shit, so i just was wondering if that was the case by you too.
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back in boston.

the last couple of weeks have been very, very draining. i will try to start back up writing worthwhile entiries in a day or two, there has just been way too much going on lately.

my mom got married two days ago. alice cooper's "be my lover" was one of the first songs played at the reception. despite their inherent fucked-up-edness, i...
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palo:
you make my life worth living...

i didn't even know who i was until i saw myself reflected in your big brown eyes.

you complete me.
palo:
fag.
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i have been to home depot five times in the last three days.

making the new apartment liveable is difficult work.

this is all for now, my head feels like it has an ornery, eastern-european couple resolving their marital spat by bashing each other with irons inside of it.
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derceto:
that thing for saturday night looks perfect. that should definitely work, it fits all the criteria. any good places to eat by there that you know of? make it like a dinner and then club night.


thanks for all your work on this man, i really appreciate it smile
derceto:
and while i think about it, we are either going to be getting into town newt thursday night, or friday afternoon
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This shall be a half-assed update as the space bar on my brother's keyboard only sorta works...

I hung out with my friend Chris tonight and had some much needed downtime after more than a week of craziness. I have been in Pennsylvania, New Jersey and New York in the last seven days and I have been having a very filled schedule. Some highlights:

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jamielee:
I would have loved to come to camping. Maybe next year. smile
palo:
Today I woke up from my nap cuddling a phone.

That means I miss you.

whatever
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So, I'm at my Mom's house in Northeastern Pennsylvania. Last night, about an hour after I got in, me and my brother Kyle watched an episode of Mr. Show and ate the dinner my Mom left for me, then we busted out...

THE SEGA GENESIS WITH SEGA MASTER SYSTEM CONVERTER ATTACHMENT!!!

We were able to play our Sega Master System games from the golden age...
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derceto:
i still bust out genesis from time to time. there are some games on there that i still like to play.

and i'm laughing my ass off due to your lady's comment biggrin

there anything cool going on the weekend that i am up there that you know of yet? i want to try and post stuff up a couple weeks before i go up so people have time to plan ahead to attend. i may take you up on your offer of crashing their if you're sure i wouldn't be imposing
sillychik:
Games rule.. dont ever grow up.. ARRR!!!
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mydogfarted:
I drew that when I started drawing again. It looked really awesome, but I couldn't leave it alone and turned it into that. I can never leave well enough alone.

There are many monsters hidden in my mind. If I had true talent or at least the words to verbalize them, I could probably make horror fans puke. skull
palo:
Where are you lover?
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I got tired of seeing my previous update, but I have absolutely nothing to say. I'm pretty sleepy. palo and I came the closest we have come to breaking up so far two nights ago. It really sucked. A lot. She's a sweetheart and totally beautiful and, deep down, she is really kind and she's more intelligent than one would realize until you talk to...
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yeknomyknuf:
I hope you two keep working things out and stay together happily. That Palo's a lucky girl. smile
palo:
I didn't really think I was justifying it, but rather explaining the situation. But it's ok now.

I'm just cranky. It's been a long day.

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