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WARNING: Frustrated, bitter entry...

not-so-good night on the dance floor. i was abnormally tired and the pile of sushi i ate was weighing me down. dinner was fun (especially since i got to hang with granny for the first time since december); but the actual food was a bit dissapointing. i dropped 30 bucks, easy on sushi and it was not even on par with the 12 dollars worth of sushi i ate last saturday at the place up the street. but, we did get to sit in a "private room" which was kinda neat. brunch tomorrow, should be nicer, i really like the vibe at The Pour House and both times i ate their were good.

i'm really unhappy with boston right now. indie rock / college / scenester guys make me want to fucking barf until i can't fucking barf anymore. i was born too late for my music and for my vibe. i should've been around with THE ADICTS and X-RAY SPEX and EXPLOITED and GBH or BLACK FLAG and FEAR and DEAD KENNEDY's.

pants sent me an email today listing the next five shows of interest at the middle east and none of them are impressive. i'm skipping all but one of them and i know i'm not even gonna enjoy that one, but i figure THROW RAG are a great band and they really deserve the support. if they played in a city other than boston they'd probably have a wild crowd on their hands.

i just don't get it. what's the fucking point of going to a show to watch a bunch of pansies sway too-and-fro and dick around with their instruments and act mopey until their set is done and the next band can load-up their equipment onto the stage? why bother? are there seriously girls out there who want to get fucked by these dudes? i don't want to watch some wanker pose, i want to see people lose their fucking minds on stage.

i'm an artist. i know what it is like when you get lost in the creation. when nothing else matters but the exploration, the creation, the madness... and i know when someone is up there taking the pose.

i want craziness. i want to go see THE DWARVES and i want to be grabbed and screamed at and i want the show to end with Blag punching me in the face. i want to see MURPHY'S LAW get a room full of people screaming "Somebody's Gonna Get Their Head Kicked-In Tonight!"

i want to hit the circle pit like a stampede.

the animal inside is in lockdown. i can't explode at work, i gotta play the strategy you can't mix wild red passion with the drab greys of complacency.

i need to be hit.

i really need to be hit bad.

sometimes, the people in this city just really fucking piss me off. it's probably just because it's a college town. with a few notable exceptions, there is nothing i fucking hate more than college kids.

puke
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aegiswings:
I agree about live music these days even though you go to way more shows than I do. Is it the fault of Boston though, or just music these days? I think bands in general are less energetic, maybe its the influence or emo, pop punk, and hipsters all of which make bland live performances.

Have you ever considered starting your own band? It doesn't really matter if you can play an instrument or not. I know Sid sings and I think she should be in a band (she studys music and everything, how could she not be?).

I agree about that sushi. I've had worse. But I've also had better that was cheaper. Afters some of us went back to Sid's place and hung there. That was fun and chill, but I did kind of miss dancing at ManRay (didn't get enough dancing in at the B&D ball).
May 2, 2005
fenchurch:
Yeah that sushi place was extremely subpar. I agree with the above (had worse, had better that was cheaper).

VOMIT ON THE INDIE ROCKERS.
Never mind that I am a college kid who likes indie rock, because you know I'm only a pretentious dick when I really truly have nothing better to do. Which is never. I think that made sense. Ugh, stop talking. Okay.
May 2, 2005

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