boundcreature

some good-bye's hurt more than others.

all i ever try to do is be me,
but some days,
following my heart
can be so fucking painful.

i can only do what i feel is right. i can only hope that it does not hurt the people i care about. but sometimes it does...

and that hurts me.

but you can't hide from that hurt. you have to accept it.

those are the rules.

it's not a life for cowards.

***

today was a rough day. too much family. too many roommates. too many conversations that didn't end with flying fists.

gonna go and get lost in art and music. johnny cash, the damned, will eisner, dave gibbons, leonard cohen, ignite and the rest of the familiars. i'm working on some comics. they are deeply personal stories and i'm hoping to find some answers.

it's a quest for self-discovery. it always has been. the more i think i know, the more there is for me to learn. i never know my next move. i just do my best.

be good, kid. you got a way about you that someone, some day will appreciate. i'll see you around.