feels late tonight, i'm sleepy as all hell. i felt soft and sexy today. i did some push-ups and crunches before my shower (the usual routine) and threw on the usual tight-ass pants and soft vintage-style exploited tee. a pretty standard routine, but for some reason it made me feel excellent today. i blame FREEZEPOP and JOY DIVISION and ECHO AND THE BUNNYMEN, today's soundtrack. felt so good, so alive and passionate and sexy, like i did when i first moved back to massachusetts. getting out of pennsylvania felt so good, the mood lasted for over a month and a half. i was so happy every day that i even managed to spend a month kissing a very sexy hippie art-student girl. (the happiness wore off and i went back to my normal brooding self and things fell apart between us). people like me and my pal dorinda and hippies don't mix. we're too prone to nonsensical bouts of irrelevant sadness.
if a pretty girl was in my room today i would've kissed her until she forget her name. i want to be naked more.
i want to go to work all sexied up and just say whatever i want and do whatever i want. but that won't happen.
i want to listen to "love cats" by THE CURE and dance around my bedroom. if a pretty girl who liked "love cats" came in my room right now i think i'd make her sigh and moan until the sun came up.
man, i got some kind of sexual back-up going on right now. i probably won't last very long with the next girl who comes my way, because that first time is gonna be awesome and crazy and probably last for two weeks or so and then she's gonna think i can be a sexual dynamo like that all the time...
anybody find it weird that lately all i can think about is wanting to punch stuff and get kick stuff and also to be sexy and run my hands along a sexy, curvy girl? better than last month, all i wanted was to hit and be hit. perhaps things are improving.
i am really interested (almost obsessed) with the idea of being strong but acting gentle. the same hands that could pulverize pine and cinder can touch so lightly that it makes her giggle...
right now i feel incredibly tough and terribly withdrawn. i am one or two weeks away from getting on the 66 bus naked and demanding to be kissed.
if a pretty girl was in my room today i would've kissed her until she forget her name. i want to be naked more.
i want to go to work all sexied up and just say whatever i want and do whatever i want. but that won't happen.
i want to listen to "love cats" by THE CURE and dance around my bedroom. if a pretty girl who liked "love cats" came in my room right now i think i'd make her sigh and moan until the sun came up.
man, i got some kind of sexual back-up going on right now. i probably won't last very long with the next girl who comes my way, because that first time is gonna be awesome and crazy and probably last for two weeks or so and then she's gonna think i can be a sexual dynamo like that all the time...
anybody find it weird that lately all i can think about is wanting to punch stuff and get kick stuff and also to be sexy and run my hands along a sexy, curvy girl? better than last month, all i wanted was to hit and be hit. perhaps things are improving.
i am really interested (almost obsessed) with the idea of being strong but acting gentle. the same hands that could pulverize pine and cinder can touch so lightly that it makes her giggle...
right now i feel incredibly tough and terribly withdrawn. i am one or two weeks away from getting on the 66 bus naked and demanding to be kissed.
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and the offer stands, lemme know if you change your mind.