botchnerd

Ah today the rain stopped! Hooray but i really wish my ex would stop being bi polar and so immature. We have been broken up for three months, she sent back my shit. We haven't talked on the phone in two months. This past week she was lookin for some booty. Text'd, voicemail and finally IM'd me wanting to hang out. I declined. Even though she has been the best sexual partner i've ever had and blah blah all that good shit. I really never want to have sex with her again. Let alone see her. Yes finally a truely bitter breakup. Feels great.

So this weekend i found out she attending the same show as i am, she was very excited to see the band. I told her that i was going to and asked if she was going to another show in june. I went to bed , then wen i woke up this morning she replied back to my message and also made a entry in journal. Curious that im going and then totally bad mouth me. Fuck it. I've seen the band a million times so i might just sell my ticket and spend time in church instead. jk.

Now that im through with her. I see the doctor on monday for the last time before i get surgery. i have to postpone everything till June. This month and May im either really broke or hella busy. Wish me luck on that. I serious can't wait for May, taking a trip up north. Everyday i wake up in the morning wishing it was the end of may and didnt have to work. mwah sweety. Also cinco de mayo!

Finally the days are growing closer and closer to the World Cup and Japan. I wish i was super rich and could go visit El Jefe in alemania see a few games and get drunk like vikings. Even though the last time i drank like a viking with El jefe i ended up in the hosiptial , merry christmas mom! Good times. I miss you Jefe!