Well...as a lot of you can tell, I haven't posted in awhile.
This year has been straight up HELL for me!
Let's see where to start...My grandma died, My divroce finally came through, My fav Uncle Bacil died, the DAY OF his funeral, his brother, My Uncle Darrell died, My mom moved away to Myrtle Beach, I got my heart SHIT ON by someone I gave my soul too.
To be honest I have no clue how I am still here, how I just haven't given up. I am so tired of crying, of hurting, of even just caring.
But I am greatful for the people I do have in my life, the new people I have met. My boo boo Tiffany aka Elvis, My friend Sassy from Oregon, My Friend Jeanette is Sweden, I am very thankful for them coming into my life.
I know everyone has problems and I guess things can always be worse.
But my heart hurts. This girl Jen, who I gave my soul too. I was SO in love with her. I was willing to give up EVERYTHING for her...and i mean EVERYTHING! I would have moved to SD, to help her start her new life, with her kids, we would have started our new lifes. Its a LONG ass story, but to shorten it up, she didn't evven have the balls to break up with me, she just kept pushing me away and pushing me away, not even TALKING to me and TELLING me what was going on, I have to figure out everything...
But whatever, im slowly moving on, no use in crying over spilt milk right?
Time for bigger and better fish! So ladies ladies ladies....Tj Is SINGLE!!!!
Ok, Now that I am done ranting, here is some music that I am really feeling right now...
Untill next time....
This year has been straight up HELL for me!
Let's see where to start...My grandma died, My divroce finally came through, My fav Uncle Bacil died, the DAY OF his funeral, his brother, My Uncle Darrell died, My mom moved away to Myrtle Beach, I got my heart SHIT ON by someone I gave my soul too.
To be honest I have no clue how I am still here, how I just haven't given up. I am so tired of crying, of hurting, of even just caring.
But I am greatful for the people I do have in my life, the new people I have met. My boo boo Tiffany aka Elvis, My friend Sassy from Oregon, My Friend Jeanette is Sweden, I am very thankful for them coming into my life.
I know everyone has problems and I guess things can always be worse.
But my heart hurts. This girl Jen, who I gave my soul too. I was SO in love with her. I was willing to give up EVERYTHING for her...and i mean EVERYTHING! I would have moved to SD, to help her start her new life, with her kids, we would have started our new lifes. Its a LONG ass story, but to shorten it up, she didn't evven have the balls to break up with me, she just kept pushing me away and pushing me away, not even TALKING to me and TELLING me what was going on, I have to figure out everything...
But whatever, im slowly moving on, no use in crying over spilt milk right?
Time for bigger and better fish! So ladies ladies ladies....Tj Is SINGLE!!!!
Ok, Now that I am done ranting, here is some music that I am really feeling right now...
Untill next time....
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