bosshogg01

First off...Thank You everyone for the kind words and prayers you have giving me, It means the world to me.

Now a update for ya

My Grandma
She went in to have the surgery. At the last min, they cancelled it. They said they want to try one more thing, there going to hook up some kind of machine. Its a 50/50 Chance tht it will work.
I got a call from her at work today, it was hard not to break down when she was talking to me, She told me that no matter what, she will NOT have the surgery. And the reason she told me, about broke my heart, she said that if they make her do the surgery, they will have to put her in a nursing home, and if they do that...she will kill herself.
My OWN grandmother told me this, so i hope to GOD that this machine will work!

Now on my uncle...
His surgery was yesterday, when they went in there, it was spread deeper then they thought, so know we are waiting till friday to see if it was cancer, but he is just now admiting he has had the lump for over a year now, he just didn't want to say anything. So hopefully its nothing.

Now on to me...


I PUT A BID IN ON A HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I will find out in a couple of days if i get it!
Its such a big step buying a house on my own now.
Now I just need one of you sexy girls to come join me


I guess i've been doing better, I still never went to the doctors about my back lol
But I think my attitude on life is alot different now, im threw with trying to get the wife back, its easy for someone to tell you how much they love you, how much they miss you, then go home to her bf.
I was a fool, I realize that now, I know me leaving was the right thing, and I see that now.
It took a LOT of pain and tears, but in the end, I think i've come out a stronger man.