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Seattle, WA

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Thursday Dec 09, 2004

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On the radio morning show I listen to, they were talking this morning about people that break up during the Holiday season, or people that string their SO along until after they've gotten their gifts.

Anyway, it got me thinking about my last girl. She was the only g/f so far that's met my extended family. The more I got to thinking about her, the more I began to realize that I really, honestly miss her. We shared two great Christmas seasons together, and a hundred memorable moments in between. She was really special, and it upsets me how it had to end between us.

Or maybe it's just being alone at the Holidays is starting to get me down. I'm not really the 'needy' type, but Christmas always makes me want someone that I can be close to. Couple that with my apparent ability to break my own heart at a moment's notice..... confused

I've got tickets to a benefit concert tomorrow night @ the Kodak Theater in Hollywood... and nobody to take with me!

Airfare home for the holidays is going to cost me two arms, a couple legs, my firstborn, and my eternal soul. Ah, well... I guess I can forget about eating for a week or two.

The smog is killing me today. The whole drive to work this morning, I was coughing from the fumes. I can't see the hill outside my office building... it's probably 3 miles away, and I can't see it at all, except an occasional vague outline. At least it's warming up a bit, again... weatherman said it'd be in the 70s today. Not bad for December!
chancy:
ugh... smog. i'm lucky cause i live and work north of the city (toronto).

mind if i be nosey and ask how it ended between you and the ex?

p.s. good luck with michelle! wink

[Edited on Dec 14, 2004 8:01PM]
Dec 14, 2004

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